The Part You Throw Away

Apologies to those of you who have been worried. My life has gone completely upside down in the past week or so.

I pondered how to write something that would be clear, concise, and express exactly what I feel while protecting Me and Mine. I have not come up with a proper way of doing so.

In the past week, I have been physically assaulted as well as extorted  for over $1700 by My psychotic ex-roommate. Now, fairly, I did owe him some $850. However, the OTHER $850 come from the inability of this individual to take no for an answer.

I admit it, I stuck My dick in crazy. Funny, isn't it? I champion not sticking your dick in psychos, yet that is exactly what I did. And when I told psycho that I was not interested in him in a romantic sense, that's when shit started going down.

It all started with a phone call last Saturday, when attending a private event. Truly, the discomfort had started earlier in the week, but that's when I was faced with an ultimatum. One that I was fine with, but that forced Me to put a deadline down on monies owed. I was confident that I could come to an agreement with this crazy motherfucker. Turns out that when things got physical between us and he threatened My livelihood, as well as the life of one of My play partners and My One, I knew I had to leave, even if I didn't have an immediate place to go.

And that´s what I did. The entire situation was not only becoming psychologically and physically dangerous, but was simply getting worse by the second. I left without knowing where I would sleep that night. So right now, I am in an extremely twisted situation. I am still taking sessions, although not same-day appointments until further notice. Additionally, I will not be updating this blog or My profiles much in the next couple of weeks, perhaps even a month. I have given My website an update, including the events I will be attending, as well as My seasonal specials, but that will likely be how it remains for the rest of the month.

I will be doing bondage demos all day on July 6th, during Old City District's Inside Out. Come enjoy yourself throughout the day, and then join Me at 4:30 PM for a mini workshop: Bedroom Rope: Bondage for Sex. I will also be be joined by Echo, of EchosFire.com, who will be doing fire massage demonstrations. He will also be running his own workshop, "Art of the Fire Massage" at 7 PM.

Be sure to stop by and make Me smile, I need it.

Here are a few pointers to close things off:

1.) Don't stick your dick in crazy, much less codependent, drug-addicted crazy.
2.) When offered things of any sort, refuse them. Before you know it, you're running a tab you were unaware of.
3.) Don't stick your dick in crazy.
4.) Remember Micah 7:5 - Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.
5.) Don't stick your dick in crazy.
6.) Never forget when your loved ones are threatened. When they are, keep that close to your heart, even if your vengeance takes years to exact. Nobody touches what is Mine and gets away with it. Not for long, anyway. Tee hee!
7.) Don´t stick your dick in crazy.
8.) When the person you live with calls you an amoral sociopathic heathen, it's time to go. If they've told you that they are sending friends to drive-by your home every hour, you are too late.
9.) Don't stick your dick in crazy!!

And because no post is complete without at least a pretty picture, here is one of a recent Asylum 13. The handsome young man on the right is Echo, in fact. As of late, he's been coming to events with Me and offering his service (since I'm usually running around like a headless chicken). If you see us out together, be sure to chat him up about his excellent fire massage services! Seriously, the fellow is talented.

PS: Regarding My situation, anyone who asks Me face to face will be provided with full description and stats if they wish, to avoid the crazy fucker I just left. Trust Me, it's way easier to fall for his bullshit than you'd think. I'm the second person he's done this to in the past couple months. The first had to file a police report, and from what I understand, still does not have her property back.

A Successful Class, a Hot Session, a Disobedient Boy, and Video Stills!

Hello, dear reader.

Did you know I am still without a home computer? No, you did not. But I am magical, which is how I keep these updates going.

I am happy to report that My Saturday rope class was a great success! Thank you to everyone who showed up. I hope you guys picked up the foundations you need to start out in the wonderful world of rope bondage. Special thanks to the Sexploratorium for their space and the kick-ass sign they made to advertise the class, pictured here on the left. Did you want to attend, but found yourself unable to due to time constraints? Not to worry, I will be hopefully running this class a couple more times for those who missed the first time.


Also, I'd like to thank My lovely partner in bondage, Mistress Gwen, who was so kind to let Me tie Her up in order to demonstrate to students how some things need to be tied. As usual, self-shot images of Me with a partner have us looking like raving maniacs. Which is why you love Us and want Us. I can understand that. I'd want Us too! For more info on Mistress Gwen, check out Her page on the Destiny's Chamber website by clicking on the link above. Her great sense of humor and infectious laughter will put you right as ease when you meet her... but Her unpredictable nature and deadly skill set will make even the most steadfast slaves tremble in fear.

In other news, I had a very stimulating session just yesterday with the same fellow who came to see Me a couple weeks ago... this time, we headed down the CBT and sounding route before I destroyed his ass with a nine-inch piece. This one is quite sizable, but why stop here. We will be sizing up the next time I see him... I'd love to eventually get him nice and stretched to a point where I can insert Biggie Smalls, my thick chocolate 14-incher, deep into his entrails. Mind you, I may destroy asses, but at least I do it while looking classy as fuck:

I am indeed one dapper gentleman, even while you are begging and moaning like a whore on the floor, your body pushed to it's limits as I extract sweet control from you.

Apparently, he thought so too, and brought Me a fun little toy that got to see a bit of action that evening: a steel ballcrusher! I know your boys are crawling up inside your body cavity, dear reader, when you take a look at this punishing tool. Ah, no matter. As anyone who has come to see Me can tell you, I might be a sadistic bastard, but you will come willingly.

A smile, a whisper, a kind touch... why would you not suffer the very depths of Hell itself to please Me? Do you think you can trek there alone? You must be quite brave... for in My hands I hold the keys to your darkest suffering and to your most blissful pleasures. And those who endure My trials are greatly rewarded at the finish line.

I am sure a few of you wonder what happens to those who do not endure My trials or please Me satisfactorily. If said behavior happens in the dungeon or local to Me, the solution is quite simple: the offender is not invited back to the dungeon. However, if the behavior happens remotely, I have no problem calling the little rats out publicly  (as I have shown previously, most notably here and here). Funny enough, the French boy I have called out in both of the mentioned posts has yet again proved himself to be very disappointing. And as I previously warned him, another misstep and I will drop it like it's hot. But his behavior has been so disappointing that I cannot even be bothered to put up his personal information.  All I can do is let other Dominants know that this Parisian schoolteacher is a pathetic little whore who cannot follow directions. I woke up in a good mood this morning, and so I will not be exposing is face for the world to see... at least not today. Let's hope My mood doesn't shift in the next few hours. For now, enjoy My stoic face while he wanks and fingerfucks himself for the world... right in his mother's house!

Je suis désolé, cher Mika. Aimerais-tu que j'efface cette image? Peut-être même la vidéo, ou les autres photos que j'ai gardé? Je le ferais quand tu démontre que tu as une certaine utilité dans mon monde: jete un oeil sur ma liste et trouve-moi un present digne d'un vrai mec, et j'envisagerai le retour de ton anonymat.

English Translation:
I'm sorry, dear Mika. Did you want Me to remove this picture? Maybe even the video, or the other pictures I have collected? Then you can do so by showing you have some use in this world: take a look at My wishlist and find a gift suitable for a real Man, and I will consider returning your anonymity to you.

Ah. I love it when boys disobey and find themselves realizing that I do not play games. Life can be so hard, sometimes. Not for Me. For them.

I am happy to say that I am FINALLY in the process of rendering My videos out, starting with a nice piece I've named "Kiddo's First Checkup." The reason editing has been taking so long is due to the fact that I shoot on a dead format, and access to computers that still take said format is limited. Add that to the fact that FCP10 has trouble running on said older machines, and things are taking way longer than they should. Once these files are finally done, I will run them by the proper channels, collect My 2257s, and upload them. Be sure to keep an eye out for previews and updates! Since I still don't have one ready, I have chosen to quell your hunger for pain with these six screenshots from "Kiddo's First Checkup." These are not part of the final stills collection, just ones I captured during editing. Enjoy!

Une erreur de jugement...

Here's a little video of someone who did not do quite as told. Originally, I suppose it was just meant for Me, but as usual, if things are not to My standard, I do not take kindly to them. I have attached a note to the lazy slut in question, so do scroll down to read the English version!



ORIGINAL FRENCH MESSAGE :
(scroll down for English)

Mon cher Mika,

        Quand je te donne un ordre, tu le suis. Quand tu m'a contacté, il y a certain temps, en me suppliant pour mon contrôle, je t'avais prévenu que je demande un niveau d'excellence. Je t'ai dit que les conséquences seraient désastreuses si tes performances etaient moins que stellaire, et que je n'avais pas de probleme a montrer au monde à quel point ta dépravité arrive si je te trouvai le moins déplaisant.

        Tu sais que j'ai eu des problèmes avec mon ordinateur récement, et que j'ai été un peu absent dans mes messages. Cependant, ne penses jamais que je ne prendrai pas du temps pour remettre quelqu'un à sa place. Ainsi, considére ceci comme un avertissement. Quand tu m'as demandé ce que je désirais de toi, tes instructions étaient claires: je trouve qu'il y ait quelque chose de primal dans la peur de l'exposition et le sexe en publique, et j'ai donc demandé que tu aille faire un petit tour en bagnole et que tu te branles pour moi. Un garçon intelligent et diligent aurait fait tentative de m'impressionner, au lieu de m'envoyer ce que je peux seulement appeler ennuyeux, générique, et sans intérêt. Allons, petite pédale, ne devrais-tu pas au moins présenter un bite dure pour Sire?

        Donc, en guise de punition pour ton absence totale d'effort, j'ai pris la liberté de télécharger la vidéo sur un serveur porno publique, de sorte que d'autres puissent voir exactement ce que j'ai trouvé si décevant. Tu sais bien que je tien beaucoup d'informations sur toi, et que ta position sensible dans ta vie professionnelle peut prendre un coup très dur si tu ne fait pas mieux.

        En dernier, permet-moi de répéter les ordres qui ont été donnés, afin que nous évitions tout désagrément qui pourrait surgir dans l'avenir. Tu doit faire parvenir une vidéo de branle en public par semaine, chaque foi dans un nouvelle endroit. Tu auras soit un plug, ou un beau gode avec lequel tu travailleras ton cul, et tu me parleras et révéleras tous tes fantasmes pendant que tu le fait. Tu jouiras, et tu me remerciras de t'avoir permis de faire, et de t'avoir permis de partager avec moi.

        Effectues à mon goût, et cet article pourai disparaître dans le passé. Tiens, se tu te comporte admirablement et me donnes un bon petit show, je peut même supprimer cette vidéo entierement. Effectues mal, et je vais devoir révéler un peu plus sur toi à chaque fois. Ne t'inquiétez pas, je suis sûr que tu feras bien a la prochaine. Echoues, et nous devront commencer à discuter d'autres moyens pour me garder satisfaits tout en gardant tes informations privées en dehors de l'oeil du public.

Cordialement,

                -Sire Brian

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ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

My dear Mika,

        When I give you an order, you follow it. When you contacted Me a while back, begging for My control, I warned you I have a standard of excellence. I told you that the consequences would be dire if your performances were less than stellar, and that I had no issue showing to the world just how depraved you are if I found you in the least displeasing.

        You know I have had trouble with My computer as of late, and I have been somewhat absent from My postings. However, never think that I will not take extra time to put someone in their place. So you can consider this to be your warning. When you asked Me what I desired from you, your instructions were clear: I find there to be something primal about fear of exposure and public performance, and so I demanded you take a little drive and jerk off for Me. A clever and dilligent boy would have made an attempt to impress Me, as opposed to sending Me what I can only call boring, generic, and unexciting. Come on, queer boy, shouldn't you at least present yourself hard for Sir?

        And so, as punishment for your complete lack of effort, I have taken the liberty to upload the video to a public porn server, so that others may see exactly what I found so disappointing in you. You are well aware that I hold a lot more information on you, and that your sensitive professional position and life stand to take a very large blow if you don't step up your game.

        Finally, let Me repeat the orders that were given to you, so we avoid any unpleasantness that may arise in the future. You are to send Me one public masturbation video per week, each time varying your location. You will either be plugged or working your ass with a dildo, and you are to speak to Me and reveal your fantasies as you do so. You will cum, and you will thank Me for allowing you to to so, and for allowing you to share.

        Perform to My liking, and this post will fade away into the past. Hell, perform admirably, and I may even remove this video altogether. Perform poorly, and I will have to reveal a bit more about you each time. Do not worry, I am sure you will do fine on your next try. Fail Me, and we may have to begin discussing others ways to keep Me satisfied while keeping your information out of the public eye.

Regards,

                -Sir Brian

Take a look at this filthy little fucker...

Isn't his little French fag cock cute? Don't you just wanna bend him over and ram yours in him? It's pretty much all he's good for. Ah, not to worry. We'll see what else we dig up on his computer while he's out blowing strangers.

How I love digging through a slutboy's dirty little secrets... and sharing them with you!

More to come from this hilarious French mamma's boy loser, as soon as I dig it out of his computer!