A Few Shots from Philadelphia Fetish and Bootblack 2015

Competing for Philadelphia Fetish 2015 was an intense experience. My first contest was a lot of fun, and I definitely learned a lot. Though I didn't walk out with the title, I am confident when I come back next year. So watch out! :-)

Here are some shots of Yours Truly from the event. A much larger selection can be seen on My FetLife page. Censored shots will be available on My Facebook soon as well.

Full photo credit goes to Freedom G Photography. Many thanks for the great pics!

Congratulation Pajaro Libre and Wicked Jade on their respective wins for Philadelphia Fetish and Bootblack 2015!

Sir Brian and Riley Switch: Photo Set

I recently got photos back from an awesome shoot with a hot newbie named Riley. There were over 900 photos taken, and the final result is 310 pics. I've compiled the best 35 photographs and made them into a video slideshow. Enjoy the twists and ties on this sexy ginger bottom.

Here are a few of My personal favorite shots:

High-quality versions of the 35 "best of" pictures from the video can be found on My FetLife pictures page, as well as other places throughout the interwebs (such as My FetishMen and xHamster profiles). If you wish to see the full 310-picture set, you'll have to contact Me privately to get it.

Amazing thanks to TAlair for the photo session!

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My August schedule is can be found here.

The TNG Munch is tonight.

Fight Club is tomorrow night.

OutFest 2013 Photos!

The Aviary was this Saturday, and I was in a shitty headspace. However, I have Goddess Thain to thank for pulling Me out of it with some 50 needles. Pictures coming soon.

OutFest 2013 was possibly one of the funnest times I've had recently. I arrived at Bazaar on Quince around 12:45 or so, and immediately started pulling out toys for some public play.

I got some pretty kick-ass pictures:

Towards the end of the afternoon, I was approached by Swedish blogger Gustav Andersson (from TheModernNomad.com) who shyly asked Me for a bit of play and a suspension. He was incredibly handsome and very sweet, so I obliged. At the time he approached Me, the frame was in use by Logical Paradox, so I pre-rigged him and asked him what he was interested in. After some light discussion on his interests, I did a little bit of light sensation play, which quickly graduated into some nipple torture. Having talked of his mild CBT interests, we moved on to binding his hands above his head and behind his back. Then, I pulled out My viper tongue, a nasty cross between a singletail whip and a dragon tail. I mercilessly hit him below the belt, and when I had driven him to his limit... I made him count down his ten final hits. He did so in that incredibly sexy Swedish language of his. We took a short break, and then I strung him up in an inverted suspension, where I continued to play with My claws and knives.

Playing with Gustav was a wonderful experience. The intensity of the scene was way up there, and we were being watched by a decently sized crowd. I was blessed to have Jackman and Pajaro Libre around, as they took some incredible pictures:

There are 43 photos of My scene with Gustav in an album on My public Facebook account. You don't have to be friends with Me to see it, so go take a look.

After the scene, I did some aftercare (mega thanks to Emrys for bringing him a blanket and a Peanut Chew). I was taken by surprise with how subdued he was, and how he held on tightly to Me. Aftercare is a very important part of play for Me, and always strikes Me strangely when I am in a setting where it is needed but not provided. I cannot play properly with a bottom, and will often deny play altogether, if I cannot provide them with aftercare. I have noticed that aftercare is often forgotten in the BDSM community, and even more so in the gay BDSM community. This saddens Me a great deal, as it is an essential part of play. I cannot speak for him, but it seemed that Gustav was almost surprised that I took time out to make sure he was OK and safe after his scene. He even told Emrys, when she brought him blanket and carbs, that "you guys really know how to care for a sub." Yay for all the feels.

I had an amazing time. Thank you all of you who came to OutFest, and anyone who came to My station for a little fun. I will definitely be back at the next pride event representing some BDSM love!

On to some other things:

Tomorrow is Asylum 13. YAY! Expect to see some Vines and more rope fun! Be sure to come down to Mojo 13 if you want to hear some hot beats and have some kinky fun!

Friday is Suspension Night at the Kink Shoppe! This is a great chance to come watch and/or experience rope suspension in a friendly, public environment. I will be there all night, as I tend to be, so be sure to come on up and talk to Me. Apparently, a secret source tells Me there will be cookies.

Next week is when you really want to be available, though...

• Friday, October 25th, I am teaching Picking Up the Ropes, My introductory class to rope bondage. 
• The next day, Saturday 26th, is the Halloween Madness Masquerade Ball down at Mojo 13 again. There will be some awesome music, including Aesthetic Perfection, Nekronet, Die Sektor, Venal Flesh, and other wild industrial craziness. Come up and check out My awesome Halloween costume!
• Finally, Sunday 27th, I will be back at the Kink Shoppe to teach My intermediate rope bondage class, From Harness to Hogtie. Come learn how to get kinky with some rope!

The links to the three events above lead to pages where you can read more about them and purchase advance tickets. Remember, you can always check what My upcoming events are on the Upcoming Events page of My website, or on My FetLife group!

So much to do... but so many results!

So I have been absent... but for good reason! Let's get to it, shall we?

Carnaval Décadent, My Clips4Sale Studio, is officially open for regular credit card payments. Also, thanks to the wonderful Mistress Gwen Menace, I will be updating much more frequently, as we seem to have a good deal of fun with a camera when we are together.

My xHamster account has been updated to a producer account, as I mentioned before, and most of My preview videos for My Studio have been uploaded and approved onto it. Here are a couple of them, for your visual enjoyment. Like what you see? Then go see the full thing at My Studio!

There's a few more videos there, so be sure to add My page to your favorites! Also, since I do play with both men and women alike, there will also be videos featuring lovely buxom beauties, such as Gwen Menace herself, who you can see in a hot tickle video (previewed below):



Isn't that lovely? Perhaps I'm just greedy.

Also, I have received the wonderful photos back from Oria Studios, and they look AMAZING. Here are a few of the epic pictures. The entire set can be seen on My FetLife account, for those who are members of the site, and I'll have a couple on some of My different social networks.

 

As usual, the last couple Asylum 13 have been wonderful. If you like industrial music, you really should consider coming by! Every Thursday at 9 PM, come down to Mojo 13, at 1706 Philadelphia Pike, in Wilmington, DE 19809. Actually, Leæther Strip will be making it's ONLY east coast appearance in the US at Asylum 13 on Saturday, July 13th for their 25th anniversary concert, so you should definitely come!

Talking about events, actually, here's an interesting one coming up! On Friday, June 7th, From 6:00 PM to 10:00 PM, I will be at Kink Shoppe (126 Market Street, Philadelphia, PA 19106), with Mistress Gwen in our first First Friday performance, doing rope bondage and suspension all evening! It is a great opportunity to see My work, ask Me questions, and pick up some cool toys! If you have a Facebook, you can go ahead and join the event by clicking on this link. It's bound to be a lot of fun!

Finally, since a lot of people have asked Me for general pictures of Destiny's Chamber, I asked Oria Studios to take a few pictures of the rooms, so that you, dear reader, can take a good kinky look at it all. Enjoy!

Artsy Times

I've been taking things slow the past week. This has allowed Me to relax a bit more and enjoy Myself, but I really need to get back to the grind. Above is Dean's great big cock, for your pleasure. This pic was snapped during a hot bondage scene at his place when I went to drop off his videos. I get distracted, what can I say.

Here is a kick ass picture of another scene I did with Echo, of Echo's Fire, just a couple days ago. He wanted to push his needle tolerance a bit (I remember it being low), and I figured it would make a nice visual to have his website's name on him. We've been chatting more these days, and had touched on the idea of doing a few "real" pictures together. So that may happen once I have a more regular flow of C4S content, as I'm still scattered between three computers and two hard drives. Hopefully though, I will be sorting through all that stuff tomorrow (if I'm lucky, with a jockstrap-clad and collared boy at My feet helping Me out... you know who you are).

I recently met photographer Mario Oria who, having seen My suspension at Asylum 13, asked Me to model for a rope shoot. That will most likely be happening on Thursday, and I am very excited. I find him to be a most talented photographer, as evidenced by the awesome incidental picture he took of Me last Asylum 13, which I share with you here:

I really can't wait for Thursday, as I am usually cursed with not having a great connection with professional photographers. Ashley Savage, for example, is a camera god, and one of the only people to capture Me well while remaining honest. I miss you much, Ashley, and I wish we had had more time to work together! I was really surprised to see that a simple "incidental" photo like the one above could turn out so well, so I'm pretty confident these photos will rock.

That's about it, really. My branding is healing up quite nicely, and should be fully healed in about two more weeks. In a couple months, I may go over it with a cautery pen again to make the scar more prominent, depending on the fade. Here it is after two weeks:

Not bad, huh? I'm actually very happy with how it has been healing. Even if it turns out light, the lines are well-defined and even. So hooray!

Final two things... first, I have another review. It's a bit choppily written, but it is a sweet thought from Cockhole, who has been travelling the past week or two and misses Me greatly. Look, kind words:

My name is [redacted] and this is the first time I have ever written a review. I have been with Sir Brian a few times. My first experience with sounding was with him it was was most exciting time I had. Another thing that has happened: I am now into ass play, which I would never allow anyone to do. Sir Brian had a way of doing this to me which has put me into a place I have never been. I have never had someone take control of me the way he does. I cannot wait for a session. I will not, and I mean not, see another one because they could never get me to the place that Sir Brian gets me too. Cannot wait to be worked over next week.

Hmmmm... he should be rewarded for that when he comes see Me this weekend... Finally, the little French slut Mika has been feeling lonely and trying to make Me smile by sending Me some pictures. To close this post off, dear reader, all I will say is that I was quite pleased when I found this in My Inbox one morning. Wouldn't you be?

My Clips4Sale Studio is Open!

        It is with no pride or joy that I announce that My Clips4Sale store is open. Please direct your shiny browsers to Carnaval Décadent, My brand spanking new page of perversions.

        As I had mentioned before here, on other networks, and live, the opening of this page was supposed to be a BIG deal for Me. I was going to bombard the web with preview videos, shake things up on social networks, blah blah blah... However, dealing with many of these sites has been a complete nightmare, to such an extent that I feel no happiness at having completed it, and am no longer interested in the fanfare.

        Clips4Sale is a ridiculously simple service to use, but sometimes lacks a bit of honesty when it comes to answering questions directly. Little things I wish I had known before putting Myself out there. But C4S has been great as a server. My major issue these past few days has been with xTube. After uploading all of My preview clips onto My xTube page, My account was shut down without warning or explanation (hmm, sounds like Tumblr to Me). After hounding them like an animal, I finally got an answer as to why. I quote:

"You are not allowed to circulate external URLs anywhere on this site. Although Xtube does provide free content for our users, Xtube is not a free advertising platform for competitors' websites. 

If you'd like to reinstate your account then please read and agree to comply to the terms of use of the site."

        I find that to be incredibly humorous, seeing how xTube is mostly comprised of advertisement and preview videos for major porn companies, all which link out to other websites. That, and the fact that their Terms of Use, which I have read carefully, do not openly mention such a rule, but leave it purposefully unclear. I do not have the time to fight or to argue with them, and so, I have sent them a letter asking them to please remove My account, as I have no interest in working with a company that favors the big producers over independent pornographers.

        I have sent a message to xHamster, who not only support independent producers, but also have an affiliates program. They have not gotten back to Me yet. Hopefully they will do so soon enough.

        Until then, I invite you to check out the folder on My Google Drive, and download any preview video you want. Spread them, send them, share them, upload them... I really do not care. Whenever I have them on a real porn server, I will announce it.

        The Gizmo card restriction should be lifted in a week or two. If you are so inclined to purchase any clips, I would appreciate if you did so after the fact, as Gizmo is notoriously slow. Thanks.

Still waiting. Branding, anyone?

        So... all the paperwork has been through, but I have not been contacted Me to approve or deny My Clips4Sale Studio. The documents are what they asked, so I did what I was asked and sent the stuff in. I am not the Powers That Be (though I know a couple of people who think so), so now, I suppose I have to just wait. That's what I get for being impatient. Unfortunately, you have to wait as well.

        So I got branded today instead.

        This Arabic text branded above My heart reads "Bi-la kaifa" in Classical. The phrase pertains to a theological problem in Islam in reference to God's anthropomorphism in the Qu'ran (the link's TL;DR: if the Qu'ran is absolute truth and God is incorporeal, what does that say for the passages about "the hand of God" or "the face of God?" Well, nothing, because we're not supposed to ask that... that's the idea).

        Due to several events in My personal life, as well as changing views on the environment around Me, I considered this tattoo in summer of last year, after deciding to delay My other design, a stylized Geiger xenomorph. I am not going to write a damn thesis on why I specifically chose this, but I will tell you that I first heard it in Frank Herbert's "Dune," one of My favorite sci-fi novels in the world (to which I own the encyclopedia, because I'm so hardocre and badass), where it presents the reader who know it's meaning with a bunch of interesting questions. In short, go reread it.

        Failing to get it done when I originally wanted to, I hadn't any set plans to do it, but I knew the time was coming near. Today was the day. I had thought long and hard on who was going to do this to Me. Since this was not a strike brand but a cautery pen job, the "stockman" had to just be able to follow a line. And since I knew a bit about branding from FetFest 2011 and later curiosity research, I felt comfortable handing the pen to a good friend and awesome sadomasochist, Leggatt. Leggatt and I have done some great things together, many of them very intense. Apparently our scene at a recent party caused some guests to leave in discomfort... so I've overheard, I frankly don't believe it, but it does make one think... We've had some great talks, and he's been there for Me since I've known him, even when I felt completely deserted. Leggatt, I am proud to call you My friend. :-) Thank you for doing this for Me, it means a whole lot!

This picture, taken right at the end of the ordeal

has Me showing all My love and appreciation.

        The process took some 15-20 minutes, which was amazing considering the hour it took to get the design on My skin. It was painful, but the issue was not really the pain (it was pretty bearable). It was the incredibly varying degrees that the pain could go through in the space of seconds. Combine that with some burning flesh scent, and the psychological mindfuck of OH-MY-GOD-SOMEBODY-IS-BURNING-DRAWINGS-INTO-MY-FLESH-HOLY-SHIT-I-CAN-SMELL-IT, and I can see that being pretty troubling in context of a scene. So I definitely have something new on My bucket list!

None of this photography is gratuitous.

So yeah. Not bad instead of porn, huh?

A Return from Exile! With Great News and NSFW Pics!

Woohoo, I am alive. Indeed.

        This is going to be shorter than you'd think, because I cannot possibly compound everything that has recently happened, out in the wide world but also in My inner world... and there is still so much to do... But it would be nice to notify the world of what the fuck I'm up to. =^_^= Be advised that this post is going to bombard you with pictures of things to keep you entertained, and some are going to be pretty graphic. So read with caution. And maybe naked?

        As I said, I am not going to try to relate everything. Relating to the matter of events and going out, I have been quite busy running around, apparently now with a posse which a friend recently called a "harem." I must admit, I didn't find much objection to the comment. :-P I can't help it if I like beating beautiful men. And women. Well, I tend not to beat women as much as I tie them up. But you get the point. As I said, events have been fun, though very busy. I've met some wonderful people, and have seen and done some intense and transformatory stuff. Hello newcomers, I know a couple of you read My blog.

        On an earlier note, I do want to take a minute and say that I am very blessed to have some wonderful partners in this wild ride through this nutty voyage, and I am amazingly thankful that they have given so much of themselves to Me, both during our sometimes amazingly insane games, and outside of them. They are each such fascinating individuals, and I am lucky to count them among My friends. Truly, I am lucky to have some people who really mean a lot to Me in My life. I think it's an important thing, to be surrounded by positive influences. As a species, we have evolved thanks to our ability to exchange complex ideas. It's a fact: we need each other to survive. The past few weeks have brought Me much stress on several levels, and I am so glad to have had so many great people in My life, who have all been so good to Me. I tend to think every individual can bring something to an interaction, and the more experiences one is surrounded by, the more one can learn and grow as a person. And these past few weeks have been quite filled with learning and growth. So, big love to everyone I know out there. You all play a part.

        Bah. I've been a bit full of whimsy and musings due to having to say goodbye to a friend last Saturday. Well, "someone I know." I really liked the fellow, and I always wished I had gotten to take proper time to talk, share, and know each other better; so that we may become actual friends. However, he has now been called to work on the other side of the country, and I will likely not have that opportunity. This saddens Me a great deal. People's life paths change, sometimes radically and unexpectedly, and we sometimes miss some pretty amazing chances if we don't jump at them.

        Oh shit, too much text, picture time. I got shots back from Diabolique Ball 2012: Agony and Ecstasy! Although you did see the results of the whipping of Leggatt last November, here are are couple of "action shots" captured by BigShot and Ken Perna, respectively:

        Pain is such poetry in motion. I was really happy to see that these shots were captured. Yes, I do wish there had been a couple more. But if the Universe granted Me all of My wishes, I suppose I could wish to shit gold bricks and sing arias, and then we'd see a whole new side of My journeys.

        Spring is in the air indeed, as notable by activity at the dungeon, in My mailbox, and on My networks. I've even had another visit from My ass-destruction masochist... I should name him something. Cockhole? Alright. That will do. Although it doesn't really do justice to the masochist side of him, which you can observe in all it's glory on your right. It seems he was getting a little too excited for his own good. No worries, Doctor Brian has the cure for any and all wayward erections! They are called hypodermics. I particularly enjoyed giving Cockhole his very first taste of needle play... right on his throbbing cock. I also learned a whole new set of sounds that an adult man can make when in pain, so hooray for education!

        I could have put a few more in there, but seeing how there was an electro-plug inside of him and I had already brutalized him with other medical implements (all necessary for his health, I assure you), I decided three would be a fair introduction. And since I wasn't trying to earn a prize in crotch needlework, I decided to be a bit haphazard with it. Fun times!

        If you're out in Old City at some point, be sure to stop by the Kink Shoppe (126 Market St, Philadelphia, PA 19106) and check it out. This new store has just opened and has a good selection of reasonably priced toys, as well as custom St. Andrew's Cross and custom paddle options. The owner is friendly, and hopes to eventually carry more quality local items, as well as provide classes and resources to the community. Mistress Gwen and I were supposed go in today to discuss some ideas with him... perhaps tomorrow afternoon. Oh, by the way, this wicked cane you see in the adjacent picture is actually from them, and was a great bargain! I took a few swings with it that evening at the Bike Stop, and have been using it with some regularity since that night. Do stop in to look or pick up something. And follow their Twitter (@KinkShoppe)!

        Finally, I will close off My post with a bit of great news! I have finally finished the mammoth editing of the four opening fetish videos for My Clips4Sale Studio. This has been a mammoth endeavor for Me, mainly due to lack of production resources. My once-prosumer HD camera's transfer format is no longer in existence, and footage can only be transfered to select machines developed between 2006 and 2010. The computer I am currently working on, which is not My own, fits those specifications, but is not really built to be a video workstation. Add a lack of proper transfer media, an emergency camera operator, shady network transfers, and My general obsession with presentation, and I have been editing these videos almost daily for over three weeks. A lot of this has been rendering, trash dumping, transcoding, and just fucking about with video that threatens the very temperature of this computer.

        I have turned in My application for My Studio and still need to hand them copies of My identification and tax information. I don't want to hastily throw the preview clips on here without reference back to the full video, so I will have a post full of kinky, fetishy moving pictures for you in the next 36h. However, here are eight promotional stills directly lifted from the videos, two from each, for your perverted pleasures:

"Kiddo's First Checkup"

"Kiddo Gets Beaten Until He Cries"

"Bound Dean Cums"

"Dean is Teased... and Tortured"

        You can see the full preview sets by going to My XTube page, with no sign up required! This is also where I will upload My previews, so be sure to keep Me in your porn folder.  I hope to have seven preview clips uploaded by tomorrow night, and full-video downloadable options in the Studio in a variety of formats.

        A ginormous thanks to the people who have helped make this possible: Goddess Destiny, for letting Me use Her wondrous space to film; Switch Samantha, for being My trusty (albeit at times shaky) camerawoman; Dean and Kiddo, for subjecting themselves to these four scenes and being so patient with Me; to Valentine, for holding My fist back when I had intentions to drive it through the MacBook screen; and to My One for helping with with the logistics and legal aspects of it all. Thanks, y'all!