Event Madness!

The brutal cold had caused Me to go into more or less of a hibernation state. I had some amazing fun at some recent events, but I'll keep that fun private for now (let us just say it involved blood and beatings, and I do not wish to scare My more innocent readers).

I will be attending five events in the next few weeks, and wanted to let you know about them! So, without further ado, here they are!

• Nachtmahr, the Austrian industrial project by Thomas Rainer will be performing at Asylum 13 this upcoming Thursday along with Ludovico Technique! Come see these awesome bands making the Earth quiver on Thursday March 27th, and come get your dark dance on! Tickets are $20 at the door, and $18 if you preorder on the website. I will be there administering beatings and suspending folk all evening. Reasons you should come? I said so. Thomas Rainer is also half of L'Ame Immortelle, one of My favorite bands of years past, and I want to see them perform again. So come to this special Asylum 13 event and support Austrian music!
• Twisted World: Villains and Vixens is a three-day gathering of 18+ creative folk right up in King of Prussia running through the weekend of March 28th! There is an open dungeon space, where I will be volunteering as well as spending the majority of My time! Tickets for this event can be purchased at the door (online sale has closed) for $50 (day pass) or $80 (weekend pass). It's gonna be awesome!
• Circus of Sin will be a small, carnival-like event held at the Bike Stop. Stop in for a ride on My spanking staps or other toys! On Friday, April 11th, make your way to the Bike Stop after the opening ceremonies and come have fun with local kinksters on the 3rd Floor! A $5 entrance gets you two rides!
• Leather Leadership Conference: This three day conference will be utilizing several venues all within a very short distance of each other. Come join in the City of Leatherly Love, April 11th-13th with a weekend filled with: Education, Entertainment, the Carter/Johnson Leather Library, amazing art exhibits, awards, book signings, a Fireside Chat with Doug O'Keefe, the Leather Archives and Museum, leather preservation intensive, bootblacking, a cigar social, a special DIY track, and so much more that we can’t fit it all in. Presenters will be offering in-sight into their history and hot button topics we all face, like ‘Accounting & Financial Responsibility for Fiduciaries’, ‘Consent and Abuse Our Scene’ and ‘How to Do the Right Kinky Thing: Ethical Principles for BDSM’. Tickets can be purchased online or at the door, with weekend long tickets starting at $119... but if you wait until April 1st, they go up, so get your now!
• Under One Flag: An Aviary and Black Phoenix Event: Since the LLC is in town in our usual Aviary space, we have teamed up with Black Phoenix for a joint event at a bigger venue, The Warehouse at EBE, to help welcome all of our visiting Leather folk! Tickets are $25 can be purchased here or at the Aviary table throughout the entire Conference. Tickets will not be sold at the door.

I always try to keep My events updated on My Upcoming Events page. Also, be sure to follow Me on Twitter, Facebook, or Vine if you want more day to day rantings, thoughts, and updates. For example, did you know that this past Friday was Suspension Night at the Kink Shoppe?

Or that Saturday night was full of needle and bloody fun?

Or maybe even that last night, I filmed a couple of hot gunge/wet and messy scenes with up and coming hot transman Lb. Cake Glitterbutch. I am also helping him with his own clipstore, so you'll be seeing a good deal of him very soon. For now, contend yourselves with this hot picture!

Also, because we have moved into Spring, I have changed My Specials for the season! I am still doing a special rate for one-hour spanking outcalls, but My current special at the dungeon is a reduced tribute for foot or boot worship sessions! For those who have a central interest in what's below My ankle, sessions come at the reduced rate of $150 per hour. So come and make sure they are pampered!

Happy Birthday to Me!

Today is My birthday! Join the rest of the worthy supplicants and send Me a little love by taking a look at My Amazon Wishlist. If there is one thing you do today, it should probably be this. After all, the heavens opened up twenty seven years ago on this day. :-)

I chose to write today, because I frankly don't know when I will have time to. The original intent of this blog was to have places where I could not only share My experiences, but also to share some writings and discussions (a la "Submissive's Bill of Rights"). However, since Wicked Wanderlust was started at the same time as I went independent and started My own website, I found Myself with much less time to write and more media than I really wished to originally manage. Oh well. I suppose I will relate the recent happenings.

First things first. I finally have My own computer for the first time since April. This is a major step forward for Me, as it means I finally can sync all of My data in one place, something I have not done in three years. So I've been sorting My files for the past few days, and still have a few dozen hours to go before I am done. I am Omnius, and hard drives are My Synchronized Worlds, dammit. All data must be constantly duplicated, and constantly updated. So I'm finally doing that. Expect to see a rise in quantity and quality of material soon. And My videos on Carnaval Decadent? There's gonna be a lot more going up on there as well, seeing how I now have a proper editing station. So keep checking back!

Remember that photo I said I was going to post from My needleplay scene with Goddess Thain? Boom. Here are fifty needles inserted in My back.

I was feeling down, and this was a very healing experience. Cathartic. Thank You, Goddess Thain! I was also sorely reminded of what punishment flogging felt like last night at Asylum 13 thanks to the traditional birthday beatings that are regularly handed there to lucky birthday folk! Ouch! Thanks for the love, guys!

Last week was both Philadelphia Leather Pride Night and the Aviary. I ran a demo station up on the second floor of Voyeur Nightclub, where anyone could come up and either chat or experience some kinky fun! Thanks to those folks who came out and made it possible!

 The tinsel shibari in the third picture was for the awesome XavierDOM to electrocute. I smacked around a couple of cute boys and fun was had by all. By the time I got to the Aviary, I was quite tired, and boy K and I left around 1:30 or so.

Tonight is Suspension Night at the Kink Shoppe, and I am sure to be in a good mood. It's a perfect chance for you to come meet Me and/or see and experience some fun rope bondage. Remember, this event is free to attend, and only runs $5 if you would like to be tied or fly. If anything, come wish Me a happy birthday! I'll be there at 6. With deliciousness.

Updates across the web are coming soon... and a proper post too.

Return from TFW, a Mad Week, and More Madness to Come!

I finally can sit and write something. But I will be brief and visual, because those are the great things in life.

The Floating World was an amazing experience that I cannot wait to repeat next year. From hogtied in the pool, to watching Wolfy get his cutting, to the mysterious event known as "it," everything was amazing and intense. I want to thank all the organizers, presenters, and wonderful people who helped put this together. A big hug to everyone I met and especially to the people who dealt with My overemotional neurosis. :-P

I have finished editing and converting three POV videos with Katts, and am going to be uploading them next week. Right now, you will have to wait... but I am merciful! And so, I give you a preview of the things to come...

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If you look on My xHamster.com page in a couple of days, you will also find a preview video for some evil tickling, and another of him eating prezel bites from My hand. Because I can be cute. They just take a while to process is all.

I returned from Floating World and had little time to decompress, between personal obligations, Asylum 13, and a rope demo at Kink Shoppe (which completely escaped My public calendars for some reason... I really should get a boy to manage My website for Me!). This did result in a very fun time! So much, that, as I may have mentioned before, I will be doing suspension demos every third Friday of the month, right in Old City! It is $5 to participate and be suspended, or free to watch. Do come out and experience the ropes, or just come to say hi! Friday, September 20th is the next suspension night.

I am also running a class for those who want to learn some butt-based corporal: Rosy Cheeks: From the Hand to the Paddle will be at the Kink Shoppe on September 27th! Further details for this are TBA. And because I know there are some rope enthusiasts out there who want to get their tying on, I will be teaching both of My rope 101 and 201 at the Kink Shoppe in late October. More details on this soon as well!

Here's a couple of pictures from suspension night:

The gentleman on the right in a futomomo-based suspension is Logical Paradox, a skilled rigger himself and winner of the 2013 Rope Rodeo. See? This is why you need to come out to Old City on third Fridays.

No week is complete without Asylum 13 madness. This time, I brought on the holy, as it's been a while since I let Father O'Brian out. That's right, I brought out the old priest collar and righteous might and went to Asylum 13 all Catholicked up. Of course, I'm one Hell of a hot priest, which quickly lands Me into trouble. These awesome photos were taken by Rhino Photography, who is genius:

And now, it's 3:30 in the morning, and I am running madly about packing. Tomorrow, I am headed to New Jersey to help build furniture for FetFest 2013. I'll be staying at the campground the entire event as dungeon crew. For Me, FetFest 2013 begins tomorrow morning! Yay!

Upon My return, there shall be updates! Website, social networks, FetLife group... I also have a Vine account now, yay! Watch My Twitter for the first video coming soon!

At The Floating World!

These past few days have been productive, between making a few hot POV videos with bitchboy Katts:

To fun times at Asylum 13:

And a great Aviary, where Stitch came out to his first public event. And there was much rejoicing. The new Katts POV vids will be edited and uploaded next week. Why is this?

Because I am enjoying three days of kinky goodness at The Floating World, where I am blogging from today. I arrived in Edison, NJ at 7 PM with Lady Rez. I will not be vending for Echo's Fire after all, but I will be your friendly Dungeon Monitor late night on Saturday, as well as a late morning and nighttime on Sunday. Drop in and say hi!

As far as today, I just wasn't feeling to well, so I just tried to keep to Myself. However, that means more time to plan for tomorrow. :-) 

Also, it seems I have found a way to FetFest 2013! I will be there all weekend as part of Dungeon setup crew, and hope to see many faces I haven't seen in a long time! Hooray!

Thing seem well. I am pleased.

CBT Nightmare, Double Trouble, Festival Wishes, and Item Sale!

I have been ridiculously busy these days, which I suppose is a good thing. I had a wonderful visitor last week who brought Me much joy and pleasure! I had been meaning to write up some of My session, but there is no rest for the wicked. However, here are some pretty intense and NSFW pictures of his pained cock. He was a handsome, Sean Penn-looking fellow who made some pretty interesting sounds... since I took pictures, I also had a chance to take a brief video!

 

Yes, that's blood on his balls. Whoopsy tootsy! Bah, he had a lot of fun, I'm sure. Actually, he did mention the next day that it was a great time. I do hope I get to see him again. The little whimpers of pain were incredibly entertaining, and I would enjoy hearing them again. And of course, since he doesn't mind pictures being taken, I'm always game for that as well.

Asylum 13 is, as always, a blast every Thursday. Last one saw a pretty awesome double inverted suspension by Me, which I managed to capture on My phone and upload to YouTube. Seriously, folks, there is nothing better to do every Thursday night in DE. Come and fly with Me!

My video shooting is delayed, as always. I am full of plans, but not so much action. This is because of all of the changes happening around Me and in My own life. Chances are, return to fully operational status will not occur for at least another three to six months.

I am, however, ecstatic to announce that I will be attending The Floating World this year, where I will be vending for Echo's Fire for the entire weekend. Since the vending stations are not open during the evenings of the event, I will have full availability for sessions, microclasses, and just for discussions. As of right now, I have not been booked, and have not made any private plans. If you are signed up to go to this event this year, be sure to seek Me out and have a chat with Me! I will be bringing My usual arsenal of rope, needles, knives, and more

Due to My psychotic previous roommate having effectively swindled Me for almost a grand, I will not be attending FetFest 2013. I have gone to FetFest the past two years, since it began, and I am extremely sad that I will not be able to be there this year. The moronic asscunt I lived with made sure of that. However, being bitter is not going to really get Me far. I have until August 24th to register. Most likely, I will not be doing so. However, if you want a great chance to spend and entire weekend, day and night, in masochistic ecstasy with Me, and you would consider purchasing an additional weekend pass, get in touch with Me. I will screen you for suitability, and should I find you to My liking, will spend the weekend with you in exchange for a ticket and event T-shirt (I have one from both past festivals, and intend on having one every year I go).

Finally, I am getting rid of a few of My things, and replacing them with items I have a greater need for. The main item I would like to offload is a plain black men's corset, size 32. Since I have lost some weight since purchasing it, I no longer need it, and would like to pass it on to anyone who may want to buy it off Me. It's a high quality piece, and has been worn less than 20 times in the past year and a half. If you are interested, feel free to e-mail Me. I will also be putting it up on the local Philadelphia barter boards. I am asking for either $75 in cash, or BDSM toy barter. Make an offer! You never know what I will take in exchange. A good way to see what I'm seeking in terms of barter is to look at My Amazon Wishlist by item priority.

I will also be selling a complete black CB-6000 set with extra rings and plastic locks, probably for $75 as well. This set will be cleaned with surgical grade cleaner and inventoried before being sold, but interested parties are welcome to inquire about it.

I am sure I had more to post up, but I'm spending the day with the boy Stitch, and he's working My nerves a good deal, because he wants a beating... so until I do that, I'm not going to be getting much done.

It's back on, fuckers!

I'm sorry. I can't help Myself. I had to come back. I couldn't leave you all without My annoyingly verbose updates. How would you survive? *wink*

Things are very slowly returning to normalcy. Thanks to all of the people who have reached out to Me in support of this nutty period of My life. I should be back to normal operating status by the end of the month! I'm still not taking same-day in-calls to the dungeon, but I will take 24h advance notice for them. Meanwhile, My out-calls remain available on a same-day notice.

First things first, thank you to everyone who showed to My Bedroom Rope: Bondage for Sex class, as well as My all-day demos for InsideOut Old City. Mega-thanks to My amazing demo bottom, suspension bunny, and amazing PR goddess, Marthamatic, as well as to anyone who came out for this fun day! Here are some delightful pictures to entertain you!

 

 

No wonder I get branded as the "rope guy" everywhere I go. If there are ever too many pictures of Me doing something, it's probably suspending people. I can't help it!

I am also blessed to have some wonderful friends and play partners who always keep a smile on My face when I am down. It is thanks to them that I have not lost My smile.

In fact, I just recently received a visit from My friends Kara, Nevaahe, and Stark. We have not seen each other since 2006, and seeing them was an amazing experience. It's true that we make few friends in our short time on this Earth. I am happy to count these three among Mine. Sadly, a picture is not the best thing I could put up, seeing how I'd have to blur all faces due to sensitive vanilla-related issues. Still find it quite funny that we were friends back when we were 13-14, and now we're all kinky, and still friends. Great minds think alike!

I also have to thank Katts, who lets Me beat him mercilessly at Asylum 13 every week (except for last night, which made Me sad faced... more on that later), an activity which brings Me an immense amount of psychological well-being. Some three weeks ago, the wonderful Rhino Photography, lead photographer of the event, took some truly amazing shots of a shared scene with Gabriel Drax. Here are a few of My favorites:

I'm not sure Katts knows how grateful I am to him and his girlfriend for letting Me do all this with him. As I have mentioned, we were in the process of negotiating some video work a while back, and I am happy to say that I indeed will be filming with him, hopefully two or three scenes by the end of the month. So yay! I need to remember to control My play though. I get a little overenthusiastic sometimes, which is exactly why his girlfriend punished him and didn't let him play with Me this week. What can I say, I got a little out of hand last week:

See that face? That's masochistic ecstasy, right there.I had a stupid grin on My face for at least five days. And he had a nasty scratch on his stomach, courtesy of My bear claws. And apparently, the crucifix scratch in his chest just faded a couple of days ago. Whoopsy tootsy!

So I was going to have a little more fun last night, but then he informed Me (very cutely, may I add) that his girlfriend was a bit miffed at how hard I went on him last week, and didn't want us playing this week. That's more of a punishment on Me, dammit!

Add to the fact that I was supposed to see a visitor last night (the awesome plan involved Me locking up his cock, chaining him to the bed leg, and then sleeping in said bed while he remained on the floor), but he ended up falling asleep before I got there... and no play for Me. So I have been a bit out of My mind all day with sadistic ideas and generally kinky thoughts...

...which lead Me to consider running a nantaimori night sometime soon. Who doesn't enjoy naked men? Who doesn't enjoy sushi? Obviously, the combination of these two things would be quite perfect. I am not too shabby at sushi preparation, and this would be a lovely chance for Me to run a dinner-style event Myself, an idea which I've been toying with. And did I mention the naked men?

I already have lofty, unrealistic plans, so I guess things are working out after all. Stay tuned. Oh, and I'll be at The Aviary, tomorrow night. See you there, fellow kinksters!

The Part You Throw Away

Apologies to those of you who have been worried. My life has gone completely upside down in the past week or so.

I pondered how to write something that would be clear, concise, and express exactly what I feel while protecting Me and Mine. I have not come up with a proper way of doing so.

In the past week, I have been physically assaulted as well as extorted  for over $1700 by My psychotic ex-roommate. Now, fairly, I did owe him some $850. However, the OTHER $850 come from the inability of this individual to take no for an answer.

I admit it, I stuck My dick in crazy. Funny, isn't it? I champion not sticking your dick in psychos, yet that is exactly what I did. And when I told psycho that I was not interested in him in a romantic sense, that's when shit started going down.

It all started with a phone call last Saturday, when attending a private event. Truly, the discomfort had started earlier in the week, but that's when I was faced with an ultimatum. One that I was fine with, but that forced Me to put a deadline down on monies owed. I was confident that I could come to an agreement with this crazy motherfucker. Turns out that when things got physical between us and he threatened My livelihood, as well as the life of one of My play partners and My One, I knew I had to leave, even if I didn't have an immediate place to go.

And that´s what I did. The entire situation was not only becoming psychologically and physically dangerous, but was simply getting worse by the second. I left without knowing where I would sleep that night. So right now, I am in an extremely twisted situation. I am still taking sessions, although not same-day appointments until further notice. Additionally, I will not be updating this blog or My profiles much in the next couple of weeks, perhaps even a month. I have given My website an update, including the events I will be attending, as well as My seasonal specials, but that will likely be how it remains for the rest of the month.

I will be doing bondage demos all day on July 6th, during Old City District's Inside Out. Come enjoy yourself throughout the day, and then join Me at 4:30 PM for a mini workshop: Bedroom Rope: Bondage for Sex. I will also be be joined by Echo, of EchosFire.com, who will be doing fire massage demonstrations. He will also be running his own workshop, "Art of the Fire Massage" at 7 PM.

Be sure to stop by and make Me smile, I need it.

Here are a few pointers to close things off:

1.) Don't stick your dick in crazy, much less codependent, drug-addicted crazy.
2.) When offered things of any sort, refuse them. Before you know it, you're running a tab you were unaware of.
3.) Don't stick your dick in crazy.
4.) Remember Micah 7:5 - Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.
5.) Don't stick your dick in crazy.
6.) Never forget when your loved ones are threatened. When they are, keep that close to your heart, even if your vengeance takes years to exact. Nobody touches what is Mine and gets away with it. Not for long, anyway. Tee hee!
7.) Don´t stick your dick in crazy.
8.) When the person you live with calls you an amoral sociopathic heathen, it's time to go. If they've told you that they are sending friends to drive-by your home every hour, you are too late.
9.) Don't stick your dick in crazy!!

And because no post is complete without at least a pretty picture, here is one of a recent Asylum 13. The handsome young man on the right is Echo, in fact. As of late, he's been coming to events with Me and offering his service (since I'm usually running around like a headless chicken). If you see us out together, be sure to chat him up about his excellent fire massage services! Seriously, the fellow is talented.

PS: Regarding My situation, anyone who asks Me face to face will be provided with full description and stats if they wish, to avoid the crazy fucker I just left. Trust Me, it's way easier to fall for his bullshit than you'd think. I'm the second person he's done this to in the past couple months. The first had to file a police report, and from what I understand, still does not have her property back.

Class Success! Computer Fail! Random Cuntslinging!

So guess who had a very successful rope class? That's right, I did! Thanks to all who attended. I will definitely now do a 202 class for those who attended and those wishing to learn techniques above elementary rope. Here are a couple of pictures:

As My demo, I used the lovely and lithe Katts who was a wonderful sport, even when I teased him a bit. He did very good, and I am quite proud of him. We also discussed video work together and both him and his girlfriend seemed game, so keep your eye out for some hot clips featuring a lot of beating mixed with a good bit of this:

I'm such a horrible tease. And I'm going to fuck that beautiful skinny straight boy up. Look, doesn't My collar already look perfect on him?

By the way, if you've not gone either to the First Friday demo or the rope class, you are missing out. In fact, since Kink Shoppe is not too far from Me, I'm often there just hanging out and playing with Myself a good deal. I mean, BY Myself, excuse Me. In fact, I recently did a little compilation on YouTube of different people's Vine videos which I found and put together.

As you can see, you've been missing a lot of things.

Just last night, I went to the Bike Stop, where a gentleman was celebrating his 31st birthday. Because I always have My toys with Me when I go out, I gave him a sound birthday beating. However, I went past thirty-one, because the little painslut was really loving it. After 45, I realized that another few hits might have been more than he bargained for in the morning, so I did stop. I did have a great amount of fun though, and was complimented by a few nice gentlemen on My lovely form.

It did remind Me of something that I have mentioned repeatedly, although most FetLifers know this already: if I have not felt it first, I do not dish it. I will always bottom at least once to what I top with.

In fact, on very rare occasions, when things aren't going very well for Me in the great turmoil that is My brainmeats, I will seek peace and quietude by taking pain, usually in an unusual situation or setting. This is exactly what I did on Thursday at Asylum 13, when I suspended Myself upside down and blindfolded, and let Gabriel Drax, organizer and grand pasha of flogging, beat Me with his particularly nasty dragontail. The results, as can be seen on the left, were harsh (at least for Me, who does not enjoy pain per se). But what was nice was the bit of mental peace that followed. See? This is exactly what happens when you don't follow Me around: I get half naked and writhe about like sandtrout, and you have no clue until it's too late. Oh well.

So what has My brainmeats in turmoil? A couple things. First, the computer I have been using since My own computer exploded is going back to its rightful owner. I have been using it for four months now, and it has served Me very well, but all good things must come to an end.

I do own two other computers, so I will still be posting, booking sessions, and making Myself available regularly to answer questions and fill the internet with My babble, but that is not the issue:

The camera I use to film My Carnaval Décadent videos, a Sony HVR-A1U, is not compatible with any of My current computers. Additionally, newer Macs (I edit using Final Cut Pro X and Adobe AfterEffects) do not have a proper 6-conductor Firewire alpha port to transfer My footage. To top it off, adapter cables do not work with this precise camera model. So I either need a new solid-state camera, or a Mac that still has 6-conductor alpha ports (which, if I am correct, are pre-2010). I'm not in a position right now to purchase either of those things, because quite frankly, bills need to be paid.

In short, it looks like My fetish pornography empire is not going to be as prolific as I thought. It's always one step forward and two steps back. I'm getting really fucking sick of all this bullshit which interrupts My groove.

Let's also add to that issue the fact that some pretty pernicious rumors have been started about Me, which are causing Me strife and calling My morality and motives in question. So I'll speak to two people right now publicly:

To Individual Number One: If someone claims I said something, the correct action to do is to directly come to Me an confront Me like an adult. I have no interest in lying to anyone, as that take away from My well-known neutrality. It's what I have based My entire reputation on, so trust, it's not going to shift any time soon. Also, I have quite the way with words, and those who have taken even five minutes of their lives to know Me can easily distinguish things I say from things others claim I say. I also have no interest in shitting where I eat, by the way.

This next bit is to Individual Number Two, and had no bearing on what I said to Number One: If you decide that you are going to be a negative force trying to destroy Me (either because you do not like Me or are jealous of Me), be assured that I will find you. And I will ruin every bit of your life. Your very name will be a synonym for distrust, unfaithfulness, and damage; and I will make it My personal pleasure to make sure that your very existence as an agent of anything good is destroyed, even across oceans. And if you don't think that can happen, try Me, bitch.

Yelan abo taareesak to a good portion of the scene, by the way. Before speaking, be sure that My eyes and ears are not around. It's the least you can do before digging your own grave.

I had a lovely chat with Goddess Cleo earlier today, and while I stated I did not wish to return to England just yet, I'm now really considering it: I miss London a great deal. Now that was a place where people were honest and upfront, and where social standing was based purely on skill and knowledge, not who you rub elbows with or gossip about.

Now if you will excuse Me, I have a party to get ready for and attend.

So much to do... but so many results!

So I have been absent... but for good reason! Let's get to it, shall we?

Carnaval Décadent, My Clips4Sale Studio, is officially open for regular credit card payments. Also, thanks to the wonderful Mistress Gwen Menace, I will be updating much more frequently, as we seem to have a good deal of fun with a camera when we are together.

My xHamster account has been updated to a producer account, as I mentioned before, and most of My preview videos for My Studio have been uploaded and approved onto it. Here are a couple of them, for your visual enjoyment. Like what you see? Then go see the full thing at My Studio!

There's a few more videos there, so be sure to add My page to your favorites! Also, since I do play with both men and women alike, there will also be videos featuring lovely buxom beauties, such as Gwen Menace herself, who you can see in a hot tickle video (previewed below):



Isn't that lovely? Perhaps I'm just greedy.

Also, I have received the wonderful photos back from Oria Studios, and they look AMAZING. Here are a few of the epic pictures. The entire set can be seen on My FetLife account, for those who are members of the site, and I'll have a couple on some of My different social networks.

 

As usual, the last couple Asylum 13 have been wonderful. If you like industrial music, you really should consider coming by! Every Thursday at 9 PM, come down to Mojo 13, at 1706 Philadelphia Pike, in Wilmington, DE 19809. Actually, Leæther Strip will be making it's ONLY east coast appearance in the US at Asylum 13 on Saturday, July 13th for their 25th anniversary concert, so you should definitely come!

Talking about events, actually, here's an interesting one coming up! On Friday, June 7th, From 6:00 PM to 10:00 PM, I will be at Kink Shoppe (126 Market Street, Philadelphia, PA 19106), with Mistress Gwen in our first First Friday performance, doing rope bondage and suspension all evening! It is a great opportunity to see My work, ask Me questions, and pick up some cool toys! If you have a Facebook, you can go ahead and join the event by clicking on this link. It's bound to be a lot of fun!

Finally, since a lot of people have asked Me for general pictures of Destiny's Chamber, I asked Oria Studios to take a few pictures of the rooms, so that you, dear reader, can take a good kinky look at it all. Enjoy!

Artsy Times

I've been taking things slow the past week. This has allowed Me to relax a bit more and enjoy Myself, but I really need to get back to the grind. Above is Dean's great big cock, for your pleasure. This pic was snapped during a hot bondage scene at his place when I went to drop off his videos. I get distracted, what can I say.

Here is a kick ass picture of another scene I did with Echo, of Echo's Fire, just a couple days ago. He wanted to push his needle tolerance a bit (I remember it being low), and I figured it would make a nice visual to have his website's name on him. We've been chatting more these days, and had touched on the idea of doing a few "real" pictures together. So that may happen once I have a more regular flow of C4S content, as I'm still scattered between three computers and two hard drives. Hopefully though, I will be sorting through all that stuff tomorrow (if I'm lucky, with a jockstrap-clad and collared boy at My feet helping Me out... you know who you are).

I recently met photographer Mario Oria who, having seen My suspension at Asylum 13, asked Me to model for a rope shoot. That will most likely be happening on Thursday, and I am very excited. I find him to be a most talented photographer, as evidenced by the awesome incidental picture he took of Me last Asylum 13, which I share with you here:

I really can't wait for Thursday, as I am usually cursed with not having a great connection with professional photographers. Ashley Savage, for example, is a camera god, and one of the only people to capture Me well while remaining honest. I miss you much, Ashley, and I wish we had had more time to work together! I was really surprised to see that a simple "incidental" photo like the one above could turn out so well, so I'm pretty confident these photos will rock.

That's about it, really. My branding is healing up quite nicely, and should be fully healed in about two more weeks. In a couple months, I may go over it with a cautery pen again to make the scar more prominent, depending on the fade. Here it is after two weeks:

Not bad, huh? I'm actually very happy with how it has been healing. Even if it turns out light, the lines are well-defined and even. So hooray!

Final two things... first, I have another review. It's a bit choppily written, but it is a sweet thought from Cockhole, who has been travelling the past week or two and misses Me greatly. Look, kind words:

My name is [redacted] and this is the first time I have ever written a review. I have been with Sir Brian a few times. My first experience with sounding was with him it was was most exciting time I had. Another thing that has happened: I am now into ass play, which I would never allow anyone to do. Sir Brian had a way of doing this to me which has put me into a place I have never been. I have never had someone take control of me the way he does. I cannot wait for a session. I will not, and I mean not, see another one because they could never get me to the place that Sir Brian gets me too. Cannot wait to be worked over next week.

Hmmmm... he should be rewarded for that when he comes see Me this weekend... Finally, the little French slut Mika has been feeling lonely and trying to make Me smile by sending Me some pictures. To close this post off, dear reader, all I will say is that I was quite pleased when I found this in My Inbox one morning. Wouldn't you be?

Asylum 13, Aviary, and Progress on Pr0n!

All is quiet. Well, not really, but I am already way to talky. So I'll attempt to keep this post shorter than the unabridged version of Moby Dick.

Asylum 13, as usual, an absolute delight. Here are some recent pictures as well as a new video on YouTube that I can't be bothered to embed:

 

On left, getting some drinks into the birthday girl. On right, upside down flying with Arwen.

Katts is a sexy pony... who wants to see him get beaten?

Speaking of YouTube, have you seen My account lately? You might have missed the recent additions to it of a short clip of My brand being done as well as another shortie of Me goofing off while cleaning dildos and buttplugs. I am trying to dispel this nasty rumor that I don't have a sense of humor. I do have a sense of humor, it just tends to be at the expense of others.

        xHamster has finally approved Me as a content producer, so please update your bookmarks from My old xTube account to this new xHamster account, which I will be filling in these next few days. I have also update most of the website to reflect both My new video sites. Any other Studio wanting to do a banner exchange can do so by e-mailing Me their banner and taking one off My site. If you'd rather the banner link feature primarily My Studio as opposed to My general site, just save this one instead (be sure to save the full sized version):

So all the stuff I have been stressing about has been slowly coming together. Perhaps I need not be so impatient. You know what I need? I back massage and a proper drink. Any takers? I've been a busy recluse, perhaps I will go to the Bike Stop a couple of times this week.

Recently, I have come across exceptional service. For example, I had a wondrous time at the Aviary last Saturday with Jynx. I had known and played with him before, but it's only lately that I've taken particular interest. I find him to be quite the adept when it comes to service, and I was quite glad to have him with Me for the evening. He keeps a smile on My face. As one can see by this picture, we had a pretty intense scene together involving claws, cups, and a variety of corporal implements.

As usual, I have to remind some people that the s-types I play on a personal level with all have a strong masochistic streak, and a high tolerance for what I can dish out. Clearly I have a lower range I can play in, and I don't expect newcomers or non-masochists to be able to handle this type of play. But you are reading My blog, which is about My day-to-day life and play. I don't always pull out a camera in session, so a lot of what you will see here includes some of My more intense personal scenes. If you find that My is play batshit insane, you can opt for something a little less "shocking." I am not particularly extreme.

        In fact, I had what one would consider a much tamer scene the very next night with a good friend, Echo of Echo's Fire. We had a great time with some bondage, breath control, light knife play, and wax. I took an incidental picture or two, and since he's quite a lovely-bodied boy, I figure I'd share. Pretty things should be displayed, Methinks. I just have a strange concept of them sometimes! And so I leave you with a pic of this pretty thing, and I think we can both agree on that.

Approval taking a while...

I have been busy today, and even sent in all of My paperwork to My Clips4Sale Studio some hours ago, but they still have not approved Me. They did say the process would take up to 24h from sending in the correct paperwork, but I guess I was a bit overanticipating the whole thing, and figured it would be done by now.

No matter, these things happened. Now I have to run and finish getting ready for Asylum 13, because I'm getting picked up in less than an hour.

To correct the minor setback of having to post My videos tomorrow (which makes My compulsions whine), I leave you a video of a few small suspension tidbits from Asylum 13, the night Ego Likeness was playing and I beat a blonde twink purple. Enjoy!

Videos and a Rope Class Are Afoot!

        As usual, things have been so hectic that I have neglected any blog posting in the past week and a half or so. So I am going to be filling you in backwards, because I am magical. So do keep up.

        My Sunday was full of filming at Destiny's Chamber with a boy that we will tentatively call "Dean" for now. Dean and I had met once before and played once, and I definitely thought that he was a hot little slut, ripe for a little combo of pain and pleasure. We spend the day filming two scenes, one involving some evil electroplay and teasing, and the other a very hot prostate massage in bondage!

        We barely finished that a visitor called to enquire for an evening session. Now, I am usually not available at the dungeon on Sundays, but since I was already here and dressed, and quite in the mood for some fun, I had no problem taking him a few hours later! After a sound spanking, I realized his closeted ass was getting excited by all of the action. A definite little slut, he was. I taught him a hard lesson with a nine inch piece which had him on the verge of tears. The yelps of pain and pleasure as his nipples were tortured by the meanest clamps while being rammed from behind were very humbling for him... and very satisfying for Me! I have a feeling he will be returning for another voyage into surreal depravity before long...

Sunday saw many weapons of ass destruction...

        Saturday was also spend filming at the Chamber with an adorable twink boy with a tendency to cry... one you may have seen once or twice before around these parts! Finally, a suiting name, Kiddo is such a delight to play with. His tears bring such peace to Me, such inner satisfaction and quiet. And with all of those who share tears, I always do enjoy the quietude captured in the post-scene moment.

                                                 Thanks for catching these, Switch Samantha!

        So, if I have been filming for a while now, where is all the footage? Well, I do like things to be planned and well-executed, and I am currently in the process of editing and transferring all of them onto a temporary drive. I'm reminding everyone that I'm still without My own laptop, am am working off friends' while the defective new one gets replaced. Seeing how I have not really selected the stills I want, or corrected them, you will simply have to do with these four "quickstills" I hastily and poorly captured (because after so much planning and announcing, it's about God-damned time you see something!)

Clockwise from upper left: Corporal with Kiddo, bound prostate massage with Dean, sounding and stimming Kiddo, and Dean held in bondage and tortured with electricity and CBT 

        These four videos will hopefully be ready with stills and preview clips in the space of a week to a week and a half. I have gotten quite busy in these past couple of spring weeks with life and future planning, and it looks like I will still be quite busy in the next couple as well.

        Friday was spent yet again at the Chamber, where I helped the beautiful Dominas of the dungeon gain some new rope skills and techniques that are sure to delight and restrain! I personally like to have fun when teaching or learning new skills, and I was delighted to see that Miss Beni and Domina Noxx were of the same mindset as I! It's lovely to be surrounded by such lovely and charming creatures!

        Of course, Thursday was, as usual, Asylum 13 night. All of the pictures can be found on My Facebook, courtesy of the wonderful Rhino Photography. As usual, I will be posting another suspensions video on My YouTube page. Subscribe to Me or friend Me if you don't want to miss a thing: each of My social networking sites have their own individual content posted on them!

        The daytime hours of Tuesday through Thursday did see Me particularly unavailable, as I had other pressing matters to deal with... but that's generally how the week went. Now, on to the future! I will be attending a private party this Saturday, so will be unavailable for afternoon sessions. As we've discussed, videos and photos are on their way. But here is something much more interesting, and the best piece of news:

        That's right folks, I will be teaching a beginner class in rope bondage at the Sexploratorium next week! Tickets can be purchased in advance for a mere $20, or on the day of for $30. Remember, if you are an affiliate or student, you get five dollars off! In this class, I'll present quick and simple techniques that can all be used together to place your partner in your preferred restrained position. This is a great chance to pick up a deceptively simple skill than can provide a lifetime of pleasure and exploration! So, will you be joining Me on April 5th, at 7 PM at the Sexploratorium, here in the heart of Philly? Respond on either FL or Facebook, and I will see you there!

        Phew. As usual, this post was a tad long. What can I say, I keep quite busy and active in My local community. I find that the most precious thing that we can share as people is education and community: the BDSM subculture is thriving, and it's thanks to the tireless works of kinky folks that people can explore and grow in their fantasies and experiences in a safe and happy manner and among loving and supporting people. Isn't that what we all deserve?

Keep an eye out. A series of hot foot pictures will be coming soon, as long as punishment for a very disappointing boy from the other side of the Atlantic...