Happy Thanksgiving!

I hope you had a pleasant Thanksgiving weekend. Although I do not personally celebrate the holiday (I'm not a fan of genocide and shopping), the idea's not a bad one.

I am thankful to be alive. Really. The past year has been an insane ride, and I'm kinda surprised to see Myself come out the other end surprisingly undamaged. I am thankful to have met so many amazing and wonderful people. From the people I have met through the dungeons, to those from the events I have attended this year, even to those who I sometimes just engage in brief conversations with online. I am thankful for the experiences that life has given Me. Each and everyone of them serves to help Me grow as a human being, so be they good or bad, they are all precious. I am thankful for the happiness of others. That one is a difficult one, but I think I can finally say it. Regardless of their path, I am happy for other individuals if they are happy. But most of all, I am thankful to be alive.

I chose to keep this short as opposed to sit there and congratulate Myself what I feel is a blessed life, when so many other people are alone, oppressed, or starving. When you are thankful, it's something that happens everyday. It is not a once a year feast to celebrate while loudly expressing what is often fake gratitudes around a table. And of course, the day after that, we all run out to get the best deal on all the things we don't have.

So that's it, then. What are you thankful for?

Looking to Serve?

I've had a wondrous week of fun, mostly finishing up the backups on My computer and basking in birthday-ness. I have a whole bunch of new evil toys, many currently in transit from their respective locations, including a penis water gun, a Hitachi, and a blowgun (from the lovely folk at Asylum 13!)... They will be making their appearances soon! Responding to a couple of inquiries, I have also reorganized My Wishlist and split it into four, with My "main" one being toys and tools for play. The others are for clothes, books, and random things I desire. See? I make things easy.

I have completely forgot to mention that I am attending Diabolique Ball this Saturday. I wasn't sure until a week or so ago, but what can I say, I gotbusy. As a result, I am finding Myself going alone, as boy K will be vising family over the weekend and Katts and Kiddo have other plans. I am not terribly happy about this, but life must come first.

So I am looking for a young, attractive, male service sub, who would like to keep Me company and serve Me during the evening. Duties will include carrying My bags, drink service, conversation, and possible furniture service. You may accompany Me or choose to roam around during My DM shift. Playing with you is a not an obligation, and though I may, do not expect it. The submissive I choose will have a sizable discount, making this a good chance for anyone interested in attending, and anyone who would like a chance to serve Me in public.

Think that could be you? Send Me a picture and a little information about yourself at brian.ofthelost@gmail.com

Happy Thanksgiving!

I wanted to take a quick moment to say Happy Thanksgiving to all of you who celebrate it. I'm not one of "these" kinds of people, but it felt right to write.

I'd like to thank all the people who have made My journey possible. From the people who taught Me the cores in London, England, to those that welcomed Me with open arms here in Philadelphia. Thank you for putting your faith and trust in Me. Thank you for teaching Me invaluable lessons I will never forget.

Thank you to all My fans and visitors for giving Me the opportunity to interact with them on such a deeply personal level. As I can't stop saying, BDSM is a gateway to the inner Self, a call to reach an altered state of consciousness where one can better themselves. Thank you for trusting Me with your mind and body.

Thank you to My close friends and personal partners. Thank you to Ms. Leah for sticking by Me through some strange things. My, how you have grown. Thank you to Leggatt for always making himself available for that extra-dark play I like, and reveling in it. You know you're My favorite masochist, and I am so honored to have a play partner I can always push right to the edge of the Void.

Finally, I reserve My biggest thanks for My One, the force always behind Me. I can never repay My debt to You, even if I spend thousands of years trying. Without you, I am nothing. And we've been through some tough shit, but I know in the end, we'll stand together. I love you.

As far as the writing I was supposed to post, I'm a bit under the weather, so I'll do so in the next few days.

Happy Gobble-Gobble Day!