Showing posts with label play. Show all posts
Showing posts with label play. Show all posts

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Event Updates for October

My calendar has been updated for October. I notice that I often fail to post updates here, but know that the Upcoming Events page on My website has a full schedule posted every month.
  • Saturday, October 10th, 2015 - Philly Trans* March
  • Saturday, October 10th, 2015 - The Aviary
  • Sunday, October 11th, 2015 - Old City Fest
  • Thursday, October 15th, 2015 - So You Think You're Kinky
  • Friday, October 16th, 2015 - Suspension Night @ Kink Shoppe
    • Saturday, October 17th, 2015 - Picking Up the Ropes: Intro to Rope Bondage
      • Saturday, October 17th, 2015 - From Harness to Hogtie: Intermediate Rope Bondage



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      My October schedule can be found here.
      The 5th Annual Philly Trans* March is today.
      The Aviary is today.

      Friday, May 8, 2015

      Event Updates for May

      My calendar has been updated for May. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.
      • Friday, May 1st, 2015 - TNG Munch
      • Friday, May 8th, 2015 - The Aviary Munch
      • Saturday, May 9th, 2015 - The Aviary
      • Friday, May 15th, 2015 - Suspension Night @ Kink Shoppe
      • Sunday, May 17th, 2015 - Professional Dominants Brunch
      This is also a great moment to do an early announcement! Mark your calendars for June 6th, as that will be the night of Philadelphia Fetish and Bootblack 2015, at which I will be competing! Come and cheer Me on!


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      My May schedule can be found here.
      The Aviary Munch is tonight.
      The Aviary is tomorrow.

      Saturday, April 11, 2015

      Event Updates for April

      My calendar has been updated for April. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.
      • Friday, April 3rd, 2015 - TNG Munch
      • Friday, April 10th, 2015 - The Aviary Munch
      • Saturday, April 11th, 2015 - The Aviary
      • Friday, April 17th, 2015 - Suspension Night @ Kink Shoppe
      • Saturday, April 18th, 2015 - Picking Up the Ropes; Intro to Rope Bondage


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      My April schedule can be found here.
      The Aviary is tomorrow.

      Wednesday, March 11, 2015

      Event Updates for March

      My calendar has been updated for March. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.
      • Friday, March 6th, 2015 - TNG Munch
      • Friday, March 13th, 2015 - The Aviary Munch
      • Saturday, February 14th, 2015 - The Aviary
      • Friday, February 20th, 2015 - Suspension Night @ Kink Shoppe
      The past month has seen Me very busy in My personal life, and so I have not been updating things at all. New content policies on Blogger have been switching on and then back off, which has also slowed Me down. At least I have a backup blog now, in case this one is taken down for some reason. I'll be updating soon.


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      My March schedule can be found here.
      The Aviary Munch this Friday night.
      The Aviary is this Saturday.

      Wednesday, February 11, 2015

      Event Updates for February

      My calendar has been updated for February. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.
      • Friday, February 6th, 2015 - TNG Munch
      • Thursday, February 12th, 2015 - The Aviary Munch
      • Saturday, February 14th, 2015 - The Aviary
      • Thursday, February 19th, 2015 - Panel: Yes, It Still Works
      • Thursday, February 19th, 2015 - BDSM 101: Navigating the Jungle of Power Dynamics
      • Friday, February 20th, 2015 - Suspension Night @ Kink Shoppe
      • Saturday, February 21st, 2015 - Picking Up the Rope: Intro to Rope Bondage
      • Sunday, February 22nd, 2015 - Philadelphia Professional Dominants Brunch



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      My February schedule can be found here.
      The Aviary Munch is tomorrow night.
      The Aviary is this Saturday.
      My Lafayette talk is next Thursday.

      Monday, November 3, 2014

      Event Updates for November

      My calendar has been updated for November. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.

      • Monday, November 3rd, 2014 - The Aviary Munch
      • Friday, November 7th, 2014 - TNG Munch
      • Saturday, November 8th, 2014 - The Aviary
      • Saturday, November 8th, 2014 - Philadelphia Leather Pride Night
      • Saturday, November 15th, 2014 - My Birthday!
      • Friday, November 21st, 2014 - Suspension Night @ The Kink Shoppe
      • Friday, November 21st, 2014 · Diabolique 2014: Viva La Revolution!
      • Saturday, November 22nd, 2014 · Diabolique Brunch
      • Sunday, November 23rd, 2014 - Philadelphia Professional Dominants Brunch



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      My November schedule can be found here.
      The Aviary Munch is tonight.
      TNG Munch is this Friday.
      Philadelphia Leather Pride Night is this Saturday.
      The Aviary is this Saturday.
      My birthday is in 12 days! (Wish Me a Happy Birthday)

      Monday, September 1, 2014

      Event Updates for September

      My calendar has been updated for September. Here are the events currently listed for this month. Clearly, subject to change and additions. The full schedule is available on My website.




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      My September schedule can be found here.
      The TNG Munch is this Friday.
      AndroShare is next Monday.

      Monday, March 24, 2014

      Event Madness!

      The brutal cold had caused Me to go into more or less of a hibernation state. I had some amazing fun at some recent events, but I'll keep that fun private for now (let us just say it involved blood and beatings, and I do not wish to scare My more innocent readers).

      I will be attending five events in the next few weeks, and wanted to let you know about them! So, without further ado, here they are!

      • Nachtmahr, the Austrian industrial project by Thomas Rainer will be performing at Asylum 13 this upcoming Thursday along with Ludovico Technique! Come see these awesome bands making the Earth quiver on Thursday March 27th, and come get your dark dance on! Tickets are $20 at the door, and $18 if you preorder on the website. I will be there administering beatings and suspending folk all evening. Reasons you should come? I said so. Thomas Rainer is also half of L'Ame Immortelle, one of My favorite bands of years past, and I want to see them perform again. So come to this special Asylum 13 event and support Austrian music!
      • Twisted World: Villains and Vixens is a three-day gathering of 18+ creative folk right up in King of Prussia running through the weekend of March 28th! There is an open dungeon space, where I will be volunteering as well as spending the majority of My time! Tickets for this event can be purchased at the door (online sale has closed) for $50 (day pass) or $80 (weekend pass). It's gonna be awesome!
      • Circus of Sin will be a small, carnival-like event held at the Bike Stop. Stop in for a ride on My spanking staps or other toys! On Friday, April 11th, make your way to the Bike Stop after the opening ceremonies and come have fun with local kinksters on the 3rd Floor! A $5 entrance gets you two rides!
      • Leather Leadership Conference: This three day conference will be utilizing several venues all within a very short distance of each other. Come join in the City of Leatherly Love, April 11th-13th with a weekend filled with: Education, Entertainment, the Carter/Johnson Leather Library, amazing art exhibits, awards, book signings, a Fireside Chat with Doug O'Keefe, the Leather Archives and Museum, leather preservation intensive, bootblacking, a cigar social, a special DIY track, and so much more that we can’t fit it all in. Presenters will be offering in-sight into their history and hot button topics we all face, like ‘Accounting & Financial Responsibility for Fiduciaries’, ‘Consent and Abuse Our Scene’ and ‘How to Do the Right Kinky Thing: Ethical Principles for BDSM’. Tickets can be purchased online or at the door, with weekend long tickets starting at $119... but if you wait until April 1st, they go up, so get your now!
      • Under One Flag: An Aviary and Black Phoenix Event: Since the LLC is in town in our usual Aviary space, we have teamed up with Black Phoenix for a joint event at a bigger venue, The Warehouse at EBE, to help welcome all of our visiting Leather folk! Tickets are $25 can be purchased here or at the Aviary table throughout the entire Conference. Tickets will not be sold at the door.
      I always try to keep My events updated on My Upcoming Events page. Also, be sure to follow Me on Twitter, Facebook, or Vine if you want more day to day rantings, thoughts, and updates. For example, did you know that this past Friday was Suspension Night at the Kink Shoppe?


      Or that Saturday night was full of needle and bloody fun?


      Or maybe even that last night, I filmed a couple of hot gunge/wet and messy scenes with up and coming hot transman Lb. Cake Glitterbutch. I am also helping him with his own clipstore, so you'll be seeing a good deal of him very soon. For now, contend yourselves with this hot picture!


      Also, because we have moved into Spring, I have changed My Specials for the season! I am still doing a special rate for one-hour spanking outcalls, but My current special at the dungeon is a reduced tribute for foot or boot worship sessions! For those who have a central interest in what's below My ankle, sessions come at the reduced rate of $150 per hour. So come and make sure they are pampered!

      Sunday, February 2, 2014

      Feel My Alien Seed Deep Inside of You...

      Remember how I have made it a personal goal to obtain an alien ovipositor dildo? Finally, I have finished making My alien race from scratch: the Orak, based heavily upon some of the more well-known races in media and borrowing liberally from the Goa'uld, the Species beasts, the Xenomorphs, and the Visitors. I have just uploaded My first video, requesting a human ally to buy Me this synthetic organ, for it is needed for the Orak to begin conquest of Earth. In exchange, the faithful ally who gets in touch and purchases Me a Splorch will get a personalized video of My very first host being implanted!



      The piece is available here. As I stated repeatedly, I want it in the Blackhole color, to match My personal style. So go on... get in touch.

      And of course... thank you for being such an excellent host...

      Monday, January 20, 2014

      A New Year

      I wanted to post. I really did.

      December got the best of Me. Between the weather affecting My moods and getting busy with both work and personal matters, I managed to go through most of the past two months without posting. Instead of ranting about what happened while I was not posting, let us focus on the future! I am hoping for a lot of positive changes this year, in many aspects of My life. 2014 will be a time for Me to take care of My body and mind, as well as a time to grow and expand in the scene. I am planning more appearances, more outreach, more art... just "more" in general! Last year was plagued with a lot of personal strife, and this year is to be one of liberation. I enter it head on, with a loyal submissive at My right, and amazing friends at My left.

      Now, the first order of business: I had mentioned I was going to be posting up some of the things I have received during birthday and holiday season. I have already done so on a couple of other networks, but missed it here. Doing so gives Me a chance to acknowledge the gesture publicly and to thank the lovely person who has given it to Me.



      Not all is pictured (the gift brat, for example, came with a penis gun and a strawberry daiquiri candied cock). Asylum 13 gave Me a kick-ass blowgun, which I would love to wield when it's not tits cold. From what I understand, an awesome friend from London has sent Me some of My favorite bath products, and a dirty, filthy whorepig from the bowels of Philadelphia has sent Me a couple of surprise toys... Thank you to Lydia, Kobal, Rose, and everyone else who thought of Me this holiday season through gifts or means to them! To those of you who missed your chance, My Amazon Wishlist is still full of other exciting things you can take a gander at and send to show your appreciation. I am particularly fond of clothes and unique toys. So take a look!

      Next order of business is related to unique toys: I have a new obsession. Have you seen Aliens? More specifically this scene? I'm a big fan of science fiction, particularly the Dune, Alien, and Rama series. And I like to do horrifying and perverted things to folks. So why not combine?! Dear reader, I present you with the Splorch, a fully functional, alien ovipositor dildo:


      This fucking amazing invention is made out of 100% silicone by the folks at Primal Harwere. It comes with a mold to make your own chicken-egg sized gelatin eggs. Intended for all of those alien impregnation fetishists and assorted strangelings. And guess what? THAT IS ME. I must absolutely have one of these things. A little voice in My head tells Me this is a very good idea. I must absolutely obtain this thing. I am making it a personal goal. I've mentioned it on social networks and such, and now am doing so here. I already have a willing host, who will gladly volunteer his ass as a breeding ground for My alien brethren.

      And My, what a sweet host he will make. So how do you, dear reader, fit into this plan? It's very simple. I want a Splorch, specifically in the Blackhole color (that's really not negotiable). At $120, it's an awsome thing, and I absolutely must have it. The person who gets Me this will receive a custom 20+ minutes video of Me using it on My first host.

      Yep, that's the sweet body you see above. I have completely gotten into this idea, am designing My own alien race, and will soon release a video on YouTube, featuring a bit of roleplay... In fact, I have already released a test video somewhere. Can you find it?

      Final order of business: The Aviary has moved to a new location! With time, we have grown into a great monthly event, and simply outgrew our prior location at the Arts Garage. Still on the second Saturday of every month at 9 PM, the Aviary is now at the William Way Center, located at 1315 Spruce Street. This location is now conveniently located in a beautiful space with more room, more equipment, and more awesome. YAY! This month's was a fantastic success. I am certain that February's, which will take place on the 8th, will be even greater. So you should come.

      So things seem to be coming together this year... be on the lookout for several updates everywhere. I had a hot ass session yesterday with a real good butt boy. I do hope to hear from him soon, as his champion hole was able to take a good 10 inches of black cock, and was hungry for more! When he returns, I will snap a couple of pictures of that impressive ass and come back to share them. It will be fun, I promise.

      Thursday, November 21, 2013

      Looking to Serve?

      I've had a wondrous week of fun, mostly finishing up the backups on My computer and basking in birthday-ness. I have a whole bunch of new evil toys, many currently in transit from their respective locations, including a penis water gun, a Hitachi, and a blowgun (from the lovely folk at Asylum 13!)... They will be making their appearances soon! Responding to a couple of inquiries, I have also reorganized My Wishlist and split it into four, with My "main" one being toys and tools for play. The others are for clothes, books, and random things I desire. See? I make things easy.

      I have completely forgot to mention that I am attending Diabolique Ball this Saturday. I wasn't sure until a week or so ago, but what can I say, I gotbusy. As a result, I am finding Myself going alone, as boy K will be vising family over the weekend and Katts and Kiddo have other plans. I am not terribly happy about this, but life must come first.

      So I am looking for a young, attractive, male service sub, who would like to keep Me company and serve Me during the evening. Duties will include carrying My bags, drink service, conversation, and possible furniture service. You may accompany Me or choose to roam around during My DM shift. Playing with you is a not an obligation, and though I may, do not expect it. The submissive I choose will have a sizable discount, making this a good chance for anyone interested in attending, and anyone who would like a chance to serve Me in public.

      Think that could be you? Send Me a picture and a little information about yourself at brian.ofthelost@gmail.com

      Thursday, October 31, 2013

      New Videos Posted!

      What a crazy time it's been, these fast few days.

      First, I would like to thank all of the people who came out to My "Picking Up the Ropes" and "From Harness to Hogtie" classes. I was pleasantly surprised to see such awesome attendance. Thanks again, folks!

      I had a wonderful time at the Asylum 13 Halloween Madness Masquerade Ball. Halloween is one of the few times I get to dress in a crazy fashion, and this year was no exception. Mega thanks to Marzapan Ratt for helping Me get it together and sewing the bulk of it. I came out in an awesome Silent Hill nurse outfit, and even won the costume contest along with My friend Chris, who dressed as pervy Death. Here is a kick ass picture I got before the party started:


      I never do a costume half-assed, clearly. The night was a blast, with Die Sektor, Nekronet, Venal Flesh, and Aesthetic Perfection entertaining us for the night, as well as burlesque performances by MasoKiss and other local performers.

      My big news for the day come in the form of videos, though! I have finally finished editing and uploading My four most recent videos, starring Katts. Here are your free previews!












      The full length videos are already available at Carnaval Decadent, My Clips4Sale store. Free stills can be found on My FetLife page, and I will be posting them everywhere else soon. Here is a selection of My favorite still from each video:


      Aren't those nice? Be sure to check out My Clips4Sale store for other hot BDSM vids as well. I intend on updating once a month, more or less. And remember, you can make requests!

      Finally, I have changed My phone number for easier managing of My life. My new phone number is (215) 301 8701, and My previous one will not work. I have updated My sites and banners to reflect the change. If you link back to Me, please change to the recent banner with My new number on it.

      Alright, I have to go attend to a foot pig. Hope everyone has a happy and safe Halloween!

      Thursday, October 10, 2013

      Things Happening this Month...

      Without a proper computer besides My tiny netbook and the ones that some friends have graciously allowed Me to use on occasion, updating much of anything is a bit hard. So I'll keep this one short and to the point. As mentioned in My last post, this lack of computer issue should be resolved soon.


      Thanks to all who showed up to My spanking class at the end of last month at the Kink Shoppe! I will be teaching there again at the end of this month. Be sure to get your tickets early if you would like to attend the classes. Descriptions and links are on My website, but I have included them right here for your convenience. Tickets are $25 per person and $45 per couple. If you are signed up to the Kink Shoppe Newsletter, you get a lovely $5 off!

      Picking Up the Ropes: Intro to Rope Bondage
      Friday, October 25th, 2013 - 7:00 PM - 9:00 PM
      Interested in rope bondage but intimidated by the mountain of information and techniques available? This simple workshop is designed to take you through the basic theories of rope bondage and teach you the commonly used ties that will be the foundation for all of your rope work to come. From cuffs to harnesses, from public corsets to private sexy rope... relax! You don't have to be a boy scout to keep your partner nice and secure! It is highly recommended you bring at least 15' of rope for this workshop (ideally, one 30' length and two 15' lengths). Rope is available for purchase at Kink Shoppe, and class attendees receive a same-day, one-time 10% discount on any purchase made.

      From Harness to Hogtie: Intermediate Rope
      Sunday, October 27th, 2013 - 7:00 PM - 9:00 PM
      So you know your rope basics: you've tied a cuff of two, you've made some cool rope gauntlets, and you have a grasp on how to restrain your partner's limbs. What next? Join Me as I take you through how to tie harnesses, limb restraints, hogties, and decorative ties that will keep your partner nice and secure for long nights to come. It is recommended you attend Picking Up the Ropes first if you are not familiar with basic ties and practice. The following concepts should be known to ensure you can keep up: nerve locations, rope extension, square knot, belt lock, corset tie, Sommerville Bowline (single and double). There will be a 15-minute review of these concepts at the beginning of the workshop. It is highly recommended you bring at least one 30' length and two 15' length of rope for this workshop (ideally, two 30' length and four 15' lengths). Rope is available for purchase at Kink Shoppe, and class attendees receive a same-day, one-time 10% discount on any purchase made.

      I do hope to see you folks there! The BDSM community stays active thanks to continuing education about it. So come visit, learn how to get knotty, and show your support!

      Negotiations with Kink Shoppe are currently taking place to teach My introduction to needle play class, "Just a Pinch." Upon piercing Leggatt at Aviary, I remembered just how much I enjoy needle play (especially with such a hunky needle bottom!). Recently, he came by My house and we did some more needles: I always like to sharpen My skills, and he always likes to take more. The result was quite stunning, so I thought I should share it with you, on the right.


      Isn't that awesome? And we just keep putting more and more in, every time we meet. Be prepared for some more awesome very soon.

      This month, I will also be attending The Aviary (this Saturday), so if you want to come to one of Philadelphia's best play parties, be sure to pop in! As usual, I will be Dungeon Monitoring for a portion of the evening, and will loudly screech if I see any wrongdoing... play safe, folks. In a strange turn of events, I will also be attending Bazaar on Quince this year, which will take place this Sunday (October 13th), and running a suspensions and corporal punishment station! For those not aware, Bazaar on Quince is part of Outfest, one of Philadelphia's three annual pride events. I'll be there promoting The Aviary and answering questions about BDSM and the lifestyle in general. Do come by and say hello!

      I know some of you have really been dying to see the new videos I shot recently with Katts. They are still being edited, a little at a time, as computers are made available to Me. To keep you aroused and panting, here are two awesome photos that were taken in between scenes that we filmed...




      Reviewing what was captured, these are the scenes that will be up soon:
      • Katts gets told off for having a girl in his room. As punishment, he is locked in a chastity cage and tickle-tortured mercilessly.
      • A hard flogging that leaves Katts barely able to stand.
      • Over the knee spanking that moves on to paddling, eventually leading to Katts crawling on the floor as I cane his very red ass.
      • Katts is introduced to electro play for the first time and barely makes it five minutes.

      I am trying to get them done as fast as I can, so be sure to keep an eye on this blog and on My FetLife and FetishMen page for updates!

      Also, a shoutout: just a couple days ago, someone I'll name Chokeboy came to visit Me at the dungeon. I had known him back from when I was working at the International House of Pain, and he went AWOL for a while. I was very surprised to hear from him again, but glad! It's been a year since I last saw him... welcome back, Chokeboy!

      Finally... My birthday is coming up November 15th! Do you want to please Me? Do you want to see your adoration and hard work put to use? Then I suggest you make My birthday memorable by taking a look at My Wishlist and finding something suitable for Me. As usual, if you do good, I will be sure to send you some personalized photographs of how much I enjoy the fruits of your labor, and give you a little nod on this blog. Take a look. Why wouldn't you?


      Thursday, May 9, 2013

      My Clips4Sale Studio is Open!

              It is with no pride or joy that I announce that My Clips4Sale store is open. Please direct your shiny browsers to Carnaval Décadent, My brand spanking new page of perversions.

              As I had mentioned before here, on other networks, and live, the opening of this page was supposed to be a BIG deal for Me. I was going to bombard the web with preview videos, shake things up on social networks, blah blah blah... However, dealing with many of these sites has been a complete nightmare, to such an extent that I feel no happiness at having completed it, and am no longer interested in the fanfare.

              Clips4Sale is a ridiculously simple service to use, but sometimes lacks a bit of honesty when it comes to answering questions directly. Little things I wish I had known before putting Myself out there. But C4S has been great as a server. My major issue these past few days has been with xTube. After uploading all of My preview clips onto My xTube page, My account was shut down without warning or explanation (hmm, sounds like Tumblr to Me). After hounding them like an animal, I finally got an answer as to why. I quote:

      "You are not allowed to circulate external URLs anywhere on this site. Although Xtube does provide free content for our users, Xtube is not a free advertising platform for competitors' websites. 
      If you'd like to reinstate your account then please read and agree to comply to the terms of use of the site."

              I find that to be incredibly humorous, seeing how xTube is mostly comprised of advertisement and preview videos for major porn companies, all which link out to other websites. That, and the fact that their Terms of Use, which I have read carefully, do not openly mention such a rule, but leave it purposefully unclear. I do not have the time to fight or to argue with them, and so, I have sent them a letter asking them to please remove My account, as I have no interest in working with a company that favors the big producers over independent pornographers.

              I have sent a message to xHamster, who not only support independent producers, but also have an affiliates program. They have not gotten back to Me yet. Hopefully they will do so soon enough.

              Until then, I invite you to check out the folder on My Google Drive, and download any preview video you want. Spread them, send them, share them, upload them... I really do not care. Whenever I have them on a real porn server, I will announce it.

              The Gizmo card restriction should be lifted in a week or two. If you are so inclined to purchase any clips, I would appreciate if you did so after the fact, as Gizmo is notoriously slow. Thanks.

      Wednesday, May 1, 2013

      A Return from Exile! With Great News and NSFW Pics!

      Woohoo, I am alive. Indeed.

              This is going to be shorter than you'd think, because I cannot possibly compound everything that has recently happened, out in the wide world but also in My inner world... and there is still so much to do... But it would be nice to notify the world of what the fuck I'm up to. =^_^= Be advised that this post is going to bombard you with pictures of things to keep you entertained, and some are going to be pretty graphic. So read with caution. And maybe naked?

              As I said, I am not going to try to relate everything. Relating to the matter of events and going out, I have been quite busy running around, apparently now with a posse which a friend recently called a "harem." I must admit, I didn't find much objection to the comment. :-P I can't help it if I like beating beautiful men. And women. Well, I tend not to beat women as much as I tie them up. But you get the point. As I said, events have been fun, though very busy. I've met some wonderful people, and have seen and done some intense and transformatory stuff. Hello newcomers, I know a couple of you read My blog.

              On an earlier note, I do want to take a minute and say that I am very blessed to have some wonderful partners in this wild ride through this nutty voyage, and I am amazingly thankful that they have given so much of themselves to Me, both during our sometimes amazingly insane games, and outside of them. They are each such fascinating individuals, and I am lucky to count them among My friends. Truly, I am lucky to have some people who really mean a lot to Me in My life. I think it's an important thing, to be surrounded by positive influences. As a species, we have evolved thanks to our ability to exchange complex ideas. It's a fact: we need each other to survive. The past few weeks have brought Me much stress on several levels, and I am so glad to have had so many great people in My life, who have all been so good to Me. I tend to think every individual can bring something to an interaction, and the more experiences one is surrounded by, the more one can learn and grow as a person. And these past few weeks have been quite filled with learning and growth. So, big love to everyone I know out there. You all play a part.

              Bah. I've been a bit full of whimsy and musings due to having to say goodbye to a friend last Saturday. Well, "someone I know." I really liked the fellow, and I always wished I had gotten to take proper time to talk, share, and know each other better; so that we may become actual friends. However, he has now been called to work on the other side of the country, and I will likely not have that opportunity. This saddens Me a great deal. People's life paths change, sometimes radically and unexpectedly, and we sometimes miss some pretty amazing chances if we don't jump at them.

              Oh shit, too much text, picture time. I got shots back from Diabolique Ball 2012: Agony and Ecstasy! Although you did see the results of the whipping of Leggatt last November, here are are couple of "action shots" captured by BigShot and Ken Perna, respectively:



              Pain is such poetry in motion. I was really happy to see that these shots were captured. Yes, I do wish there had been a couple more. But if the Universe granted Me all of My wishes, I suppose I could wish to shit gold bricks and sing arias, and then we'd see a whole new side of My journeys.

              Spring is in the air indeed, as notable by activity at the dungeon, in My mailbox, and on My networks. I've even had another visit from My ass-destruction masochist... I should name him something. Cockhole? Alright. That will do. Although it doesn't really do justice to the masochist side of him, which you can observe in all it's glory on your right. It seems he was getting a little too excited for his own good. No worries, Doctor Brian has the cure for any and all wayward erections! They are called hypodermics. I particularly enjoyed giving Cockhole his very first taste of needle play... right on his throbbing cock. I also learned a whole new set of sounds that an adult man can make when in pain, so hooray for education!

              I could have put a few more in there, but seeing how there was an electro-plug inside of him and I had already brutalized him with other medical implements (all necessary for his health, I assure you), I decided three would be a fair introduction. And since I wasn't trying to earn a prize in crotch needlework, I decided to be a bit haphazard with it. Fun times!

              If you're out in Old City at some point, be sure to stop by the Kink Shoppe (126 Market St, Philadelphia, PA 19106) and check it out. This new store has just opened and has a good selection of reasonably priced toys, as well as custom St. Andrew's Cross and custom paddle options. The owner is friendly, and hopes to eventually carry more quality local items, as well as provide classes and resources to the community. Mistress Gwen and I were supposed go in today to discuss some ideas with him... perhaps tomorrow afternoon. Oh, by the way, this wicked cane you see in the adjacent picture is actually from them, and was a great bargain! I took a few swings with it that evening at the Bike Stop, and have been using it with some regularity since that night. Do stop in to look or pick up something. And follow their Twitter (@KinkShoppe)!

              Finally, I will close off My post with a bit of great news! I have finally finished the mammoth editing of the four opening fetish videos for My Clips4Sale Studio. This has been a mammoth endeavor for Me, mainly due to lack of production resources. My once-prosumer HD camera's transfer format is no longer in existence, and footage can only be transfered to select machines developed between 2006 and 2010. The computer I am currently working on, which is not My own, fits those specifications, but is not really built to be a video workstation. Add a lack of proper transfer media, an emergency camera operator, shady network transfers, and My general obsession with presentation, and I have been editing these videos almost daily for over three weeks. A lot of this has been rendering, trash dumping, transcoding, and just fucking about with video that threatens the very temperature of this computer.

              I have turned in My application for My Studio and still need to hand them copies of My identification and tax information. I don't want to hastily throw the preview clips on here without reference back to the full video, so I will have a post full of kinky, fetishy moving pictures for you in the next 36h. However, here are eight promotional stills directly lifted from the videos, two from each, for your perverted pleasures:


      "Kiddo's First Checkup"


      "Kiddo Gets Beaten Until He Cries"


      "Bound Dean Cums"


      "Dean is Teased... and Tortured"

              You can see the full preview sets by going to My XTube page, with no sign up required! This is also where I will upload My previews, so be sure to keep Me in your porn folder.  I hope to have seven preview clips uploaded by tomorrow night, and full-video downloadable options in the Studio in a variety of formats.

              A ginormous thanks to the people who have helped make this possible: Goddess Destiny, for letting Me use Her wondrous space to film; Switch Samantha, for being My trusty (albeit at times shaky) camerawoman; Dean and Kiddo, for subjecting themselves to these four scenes and being so patient with Me; to Valentine, for holding My fist back when I had intentions to drive it through the MacBook screen; and to My One for helping with with the logistics and legal aspects of it all. Thanks, y'all!

      Monday, March 11, 2013

      It... worked?

      So, apparently, My recent ridiculously long post I recently did apparently had some effect when someone came to see Me at the Aviary! Apparently, My encouraging of people to get out and explore their kinky side touched on a young fellow who had never really explored any of his interests before, who showed up to the Arts Garage with a friend. I was having a fun beating with Leggatt, and once we were done, he politely asked Me if I had a little bit of time to dedicate to him. I had some time, so I happily tied him and spanked him good! And now, I think he learned a bit about himself, and will hopefully find some time to explore it. Whee! Look at all the good I do.

      Great Aviary, and great Asylum 13 as well! Here is a video of some of the suspensions that went on that night...


      Monday, November 19, 2012

      Diabolique Ball 2012 (Birthday Weekend!)

      I'm probably going to forget some stuff, but I'll try what's proper in...

      Where to even begin? I had a lovely birthday evenings playing with two friends at their home. Unexpected, but very fun, as we moved through mummification and nipple torture with a grandiose Hitachi attack to finish it all off. I don't get much time for personal play, so this was a lovely though for My birthday, and I'd like to thank the hosting couple muchly. You know who you are.

      Saturday evening, I attended Diabolique Ball 2012: Agony & Ecstasy, and it was indeed, a religious experience. All showed, from rubber nuns, to sexy demons, to even a Jesus Christ or two! I had a blast putting together My kick-ass Devil outfit. I wanted to go with a non-Christian concept of the Devil, more neutral than evil. And so, I mixed a few styles, donned a corset and voila!



      It's like Bengt Enkerot went through a gritty reboot. The night was ripe with performances and charity dungeon stations, the latter of which included My transcendental whipping of My masochistic partner, Leggatt. We helped raise donations for the Ali Forney Center, a shelter for homeless GLBTQ youth that was destroyed by the recent Hurricane Sandy. Ooh, see that shiny link? You should consider donating too.

      Conceptually, the idea was simple: Leggatt would offer up his body to My whip, which would continuously strike him mildly during one hour. Every dollar raised would earn Leggatt three "proper" strikes. Things got interesting when a ten-dollar bill was placed in the pot.

      What followed was an extremely intense hour-long ordeal, with few pauses to fan the brightly lit flesh on Leggatt's back. By the end, the world had melted away and we were both in our very distant spaces. And in our own private ways, Diabolique Ball 2012 really was a religious experience.


































      I am incredibly proud of what My friend endured. I am humbled and honored by the fact that he chooses Me to take him to that place, where there is nothing. Thank you, Leggatt. Saturday was a powerful experience for the two of us. It reminded Me of the reasons I got into BDSM in the first-place. The experience sometimes takes one to altered states of consciousness and being. And this is not just through pain, as it was on Saturday, but through that intimate limit-pushing connection, no matter how it expresses itself. Hell, boot worship can lead to altered states.

      The rest of the evening was lovely, and I got to chat and catch up with quite a few people. Thank you to all the people who made it out Saturday night! It couldn't have been done without you! I hope to see everyone next year for it. I'll likely be coming into town if I have already changed locations!

      Oh, since Diabolique fell on My birthday weekend, I also received this lovely gas mask as a present from an amazing friend! It fits wonderfully. Thank you so much!

      Oh, and by the way, if you happen to have missed My birthday (and you feel a terrible remorse, yadda yadda), you should still know that I always like presents. And so please, don't let this stop you from taking a look at My Wishlist. Perhaps you wish to see Me wielding or wearing something just for you. Or perhaps you're coming to visit Me and have this fascinating fantasy that includes Me shocking your balls every time I feel your posture is... ah... lacking.


      These past two days, I have been taking off and resting up at home... but I'm back on tomorrow morning bright and early...

      Friday, October 26, 2012

      A Very Busy Day!

      Today, I had a shitload to do. I managed to get most of it done, but I still need to head out to Walmart later tonight. Halloween is near, and I have much to do for one of My favorite holidays.

      Today, I finally cleaned My place, which honestly really needed it. Since I've just finished building My personal at-home playspace, I cleaned that up as well as the rest of the place, and I can finally feel OK about it. So I want to show off My little steampunk dungeon room. When I first got it, this atrocious place was completely leaked in and pieces of fucking wall were missing. Everything was either peeling pink paint, or straight up foulness. HOLES IN THE FUCKING WALL. THE SIZE OF HEADS.

      Anyway.

      Here's a little video I made after I finally finished setting it up. Now I just need to start moving stuff into it and furnish it properly. Originally, that carpeting was going to be African zebra wood flooring. The ceilings between the beams were going to be finished with a soundproof and painted a light beige to make the place appear larger. I probably would have worked on the web a bit more. However, I may be moving to NYC in six months, so I didn't really want to sink another $400 into a room. So this is it for now. Considering it was a flooded, hideous monstrosity before, I did OK.


      The rest of My morning and afternoon was spend answering a shit-ton of e-mails that have befallen Me in the past 48h, as well as organizing My schedule for the upcoming month. Tomorrow, I am attending a Wedding and Halloween Party, and have organized My "fallen priest" outfit as well as gathered preliminary ideas on what I will be bringing for food (Evil Eggs). I also had to go to West Philadelphia to pick up a snake whip from Goddess Thain, which I will be using for a performance at Diabolique Ball 2012. This is a great chance to come out to an amazing religious-themed annual party here in Philly. And an awesome time to meet Me, as it will also be My birthday weekend and I will likely be in a most amiable mood.

      So tomorrow I am also rehearsing for My Diabolique scene, which should be loads of fun. All you need to know is it involves a hot masochist boy and Myself, and priest outfits. Oh. And a snake whip. So there's more of a reason to come.

      Tomorrow is also busy, because before My evening engagements, I will have to cook for a whole shit-ton of people, carve a pumpkin into something kinky, and run some vanilla errands. All before getting into religious wear for the evening at 7 PM. Good Christ. I need a boy to do all of this for Me.

      I have a couple of sessions coming up this week, but most importantly, it looks like I will be attending the Philadelphia Leather Pride 2012's Kinky Karnival on November 9th, as well as (possibly) Philadelphia Leather Pride Night on the 10th. I say "possibly," because that is also the night of The Aviary, the monthly party that I attend and am Dungeon Monitor at. I am going to try to make it to both events, but might end up swinging in favor of one or the other. Keep and eye out on My website for a detailed schedule of events with  dates and times where I will be present.

      Oh, and by the way, you do remember next month is My birthday, yes?

      So there's My update for now. Yey, productivity.

      Tuesday, October 2, 2012

      Change in Availability and New Pics

      Recently, I have been busying Myself with a lot of activities in order to improve Myself in kink and BDSM. Due to this, My availability has varied considerably. Since I still set My own schedule or hours, I will generally still be able to take sessions pretty regularly. However, the following are days when I will be most available:

      Mondays - All day, in-call and out-call
      Wednesdays - All day, in-call and out-call
      Saturdays - All day, in-call and out-call

      Other days will be subject to My availability, with your best chances to see Me in the morning or evening, as I dedicate My daytime to other, more important matters.

      Also, please be advised that I take NO IN-CALLS on Sundays.

      Finally, I've been quite occupied with all manners of things, and I'd like to share a few photos of recent events I've attended. These are few until I get My next photo set out, which will feature Me in a brand new fear play outfit!

        My awesome outfit for the private back-to-school party I attended on Saturday. Check out My kick-ass new corset!

      My student, Ms. Leah Vicar, and Myself, ready to spank naughty Catholic schoolboys.

      Lady Mordona went through her first needle play experience on Saturday, and was absolutely wonderful. She walked around for most of the evening with these lovely, simple wings.

      Monday, September 17, 2012

      FetFest 2012 Photos!

      So I've decided to not really post My full FetFest 2012 review and description. Quite frankly, I'm pissed that the only record of My writing was deleted with My Tumblr, and was full of juicy details and quite lengthy. I just don't feel like writing it again. Fuck Tumblr. I will do a brief highlights right now, and you'll have to fill in the blanks yourself.

      I attended a myriad of classes by some of the best educators in the lifestyle. I am honored and humbled to have been able to hear some of these wonderful people speak, and I'd like to thank the entire staff and BLP for putting on such an amazing festival.

      I was so happy to return to the fire. For those who do not know, I was turned into a human torch last year, and it was a magical transformatory experience for Me. The capable hands of fireplayers Phoenix and Barbara doused Me in fuel and My, how I shone. In fact, I have just received two pics from last year's human torch from wonderful photographer TwistedView, and I share them now with you.



      It was so wondrous, I decided to return to it. Again, the fire overtook Me and gave Me peace, cleansing Me. An amazing experience.

      My One and I brought some sexual diversity to the Saturday night orgy and I got a kick-ass blowjob in the middle of it all. It was wonderfully sexually freeing to be able to enjoy Myself in such fashion in the open air. Very refreshing!

      At the Primal Arts trials, I underwent the trial of Water. Last year, the format was different, and the trial and sacrifice that had to be made to the tribe was by Fire, which is where I got My brand.


      This year, I wanted to go through something else. My original desire was for the Air trial (a hook suspension) but I ended up deciding I wasn't feeling it. And so I went for the water trial... which was waterboarding.

      Waterboarding was not as scary as I thought it would be, due to the fact that I felt "prepared" for it. Truth is, nothing can truly prepare you for it, but I have topped for waterboarding before (and love it), and have studied the subject from both anectodal and scientific bases. So I'd like to think I had a good grasp of the subject short of submitting to it. But in the end the panic just sets in and I safeworded out (or rather safegestured) in less than 30 seconds. And believe Me, that's agonizing when freezing cold water is running down your nostrils. So there was that, and it was intense. But it was important I get it done, as I hadn't bottomed for it before, and I only tend to to top with methods I've bottomed to. This was a hard one. I had a little drowning spell when I was 10, and refused to go through it again. So at least it's done, and My mind is clear. Hooray!

      I had a great time watching the dancers at Lucky's Club, and even tried out a move or too. After a bit of boozing, I have come upon another grandiose decision. I have decided to lose some weight and get back into shape. And I will be stripping at Lucky's Club next year!

      So there's the gist of it. I am so happy and grateful to have come in contact with so many wonderful people this year, and can't wait to do so again next year! Are you coming?

      And now, without further ado, here are a couple of shots from this year's FetFest, where I happily returned to the fire, taken by the wonderful Stacie Joy.




      So I hope you enjoyed this good fun with Me. Now I have to sleep, I have to teach French tomorrow and punish a naughty student...