Another review!

The heat has been awful, ne? I've been keeping cool and out of the sun by mercilessly beating a new arrival to kink and to My own inner circle, Stitch. He is quite fun, I must confess. Such masochism! Such range! It makes My sadistic little black heart smile. And he wrote Me a review:

Sir Brian is one of those rare people who brings His craft to the level of art. He is a professional in every sense of the word, from his spoken word to the deliberate manner in which He will set His implements on the table while you await the fate He has in store for you. Prior to meeting Sir Brian, I had only engaged in casual exploration of BDSM, but Sir Brian patiently and expertly introduced me to the many sensory experiences that were awaiting me in His world. He is true to His word: He will respect your limits and tolerances, while expertly pushing the boundary just far enough to make each experience unforgettable. In His skilled hands, you will feel dualities of emotion beyond what you thought possible: agony and ecstasy, pain and pleasure, fear and comfort,all enveloped in a euphoria that will overtake your body in new and unexpected ways. I hesitated for some time before initiating my first scene with Him, and it is those lost hours due to my own fear and vacillating that comprise my only regret.

Isn't that nice? Somebody earned themselves more savage beatings!

Artsy Times

I've been taking things slow the past week. This has allowed Me to relax a bit more and enjoy Myself, but I really need to get back to the grind. Above is Dean's great big cock, for your pleasure. This pic was snapped during a hot bondage scene at his place when I went to drop off his videos. I get distracted, what can I say.

Here is a kick ass picture of another scene I did with Echo, of Echo's Fire, just a couple days ago. He wanted to push his needle tolerance a bit (I remember it being low), and I figured it would make a nice visual to have his website's name on him. We've been chatting more these days, and had touched on the idea of doing a few "real" pictures together. So that may happen once I have a more regular flow of C4S content, as I'm still scattered between three computers and two hard drives. Hopefully though, I will be sorting through all that stuff tomorrow (if I'm lucky, with a jockstrap-clad and collared boy at My feet helping Me out... you know who you are).

I recently met photographer Mario Oria who, having seen My suspension at Asylum 13, asked Me to model for a rope shoot. That will most likely be happening on Thursday, and I am very excited. I find him to be a most talented photographer, as evidenced by the awesome incidental picture he took of Me last Asylum 13, which I share with you here:

I really can't wait for Thursday, as I am usually cursed with not having a great connection with professional photographers. Ashley Savage, for example, is a camera god, and one of the only people to capture Me well while remaining honest. I miss you much, Ashley, and I wish we had had more time to work together! I was really surprised to see that a simple "incidental" photo like the one above could turn out so well, so I'm pretty confident these photos will rock.

That's about it, really. My branding is healing up quite nicely, and should be fully healed in about two more weeks. In a couple months, I may go over it with a cautery pen again to make the scar more prominent, depending on the fade. Here it is after two weeks:

Not bad, huh? I'm actually very happy with how it has been healing. Even if it turns out light, the lines are well-defined and even. So hooray!

Final two things... first, I have another review. It's a bit choppily written, but it is a sweet thought from Cockhole, who has been travelling the past week or two and misses Me greatly. Look, kind words:

My name is [redacted] and this is the first time I have ever written a review. I have been with Sir Brian a few times. My first experience with sounding was with him it was was most exciting time I had. Another thing that has happened: I am now into ass play, which I would never allow anyone to do. Sir Brian had a way of doing this to me which has put me into a place I have never been. I have never had someone take control of me the way he does. I cannot wait for a session. I will not, and I mean not, see another one because they could never get me to the place that Sir Brian gets me too. Cannot wait to be worked over next week.

Hmmmm... he should be rewarded for that when he comes see Me this weekend... Finally, the little French slut Mika has been feeling lonely and trying to make Me smile by sending Me some pictures. To close this post off, dear reader, all I will say is that I was quite pleased when I found this in My Inbox one morning. Wouldn't you be?

My Clips4Sale Studio is Open!

        It is with no pride or joy that I announce that My Clips4Sale store is open. Please direct your shiny browsers to Carnaval Décadent, My brand spanking new page of perversions.

        As I had mentioned before here, on other networks, and live, the opening of this page was supposed to be a BIG deal for Me. I was going to bombard the web with preview videos, shake things up on social networks, blah blah blah... However, dealing with many of these sites has been a complete nightmare, to such an extent that I feel no happiness at having completed it, and am no longer interested in the fanfare.

        Clips4Sale is a ridiculously simple service to use, but sometimes lacks a bit of honesty when it comes to answering questions directly. Little things I wish I had known before putting Myself out there. But C4S has been great as a server. My major issue these past few days has been with xTube. After uploading all of My preview clips onto My xTube page, My account was shut down without warning or explanation (hmm, sounds like Tumblr to Me). After hounding them like an animal, I finally got an answer as to why. I quote:

"You are not allowed to circulate external URLs anywhere on this site. Although Xtube does provide free content for our users, Xtube is not a free advertising platform for competitors' websites. 

If you'd like to reinstate your account then please read and agree to comply to the terms of use of the site."

        I find that to be incredibly humorous, seeing how xTube is mostly comprised of advertisement and preview videos for major porn companies, all which link out to other websites. That, and the fact that their Terms of Use, which I have read carefully, do not openly mention such a rule, but leave it purposefully unclear. I do not have the time to fight or to argue with them, and so, I have sent them a letter asking them to please remove My account, as I have no interest in working with a company that favors the big producers over independent pornographers.

        I have sent a message to xHamster, who not only support independent producers, but also have an affiliates program. They have not gotten back to Me yet. Hopefully they will do so soon enough.

        Until then, I invite you to check out the folder on My Google Drive, and download any preview video you want. Spread them, send them, share them, upload them... I really do not care. Whenever I have them on a real porn server, I will announce it.

        The Gizmo card restriction should be lifted in a week or two. If you are so inclined to purchase any clips, I would appreciate if you did so after the fact, as Gizmo is notoriously slow. Thanks.

Testimonials and other Minutiae

Phew. I've finally finished reposting all of the main things I wanted from My now-dead Tumblr. They refuse to even answer My support e-mail. Fuckers. Anyway. I wanted to repost a couple of things as one single entry, so here it goes.

• Testimonials: all of My testimonials and reviews are archived on Facebook as well as on My Website for all to see. I didn't repost them because they can be found freely in the aforementioned places.
• Hot pics of Me with a strap-on: Sorry. You only get one. You can blame Tumblr. I don't like how the pic upload works here.

• What I want right now: I didn't repost about the things I wanted or the things I've received from appreciative visitors and fans because that's tacky. My current toys of fascination are the masturbation sleeve, as well as a new electro box and some electroconductive rubber tubing. All three can be seen on My Amazon Wishlist. Visitors who bring Me those are sure to be rewarded!
• The rude e-mail series: Sadly, I do not have those conversations any longer. So consider it a free pass. I will be restarting this series on this blog.
• My post about attending FetFest 2012: I will rewrite that and repost that eventually. I am NOT happy about having completely lost that one.
• Nick Anderson's hot short stories about Me: These can be found here, and here. Read them and follow this hot fucker.

So hopefully, things will be back and running soon. Between My Philly newspapers ads not being up and now My Tumblr crash, things have taken a bit of a blow, but I am optimistic. Ooh, and this Saturday is The Aviary! You should come meet Me if you're in the Philly area!